Thus the nights passed, endlessly long, with Gale fighting for his old
order of thought, fighting the fascination of the infinite sky, and the
gloomy insulating whirl of the wide shadows, fighting for belief, hope,
prayer, fighting against that terrible ever-recurring idea of being
lost, lost, lost in the desert, fighting harder than any other thing
the insidious, penetrating, tranquil, unfeeling self that was coming
between him and his memory.
He was losing the battle, losing his hold on tangible things, losing
his power to stand up under this ponderous, merciless weight of desert
space and silence.
He acknowledged it in a kind of despair, and the shadows of the night
seemed whirling fiends. Lost! Lost! Lost! What are you waiting for?
Rain!... Lost! Lost! Lost in the desert! So the shadows seemed to
scream in voiceless mockery.
At the moment he was alone on the promontory. The night was far spent.
A ghastly moon haunted the black volcanic spurs. The winds blew
silently. Was he alone? No, he did not seem to be alone. The Yaqui
was there. Suddenly a strange, cold sensation crept over Gale. It was
new. He felt a presence. Turning, he expected to see the Indian, but
instead, a slight shadow, pale, almost white, stood there, not close
nor yet distant. It seemed to brighten. Then he saw a woman who
resembled a girl he had seemed to know long ago. She was white-faced,
golden-haired, and her lips were sweet, and her eyes were turning
black. Nell! He had forgotten her. Over him flooded a torrent of
memory. There was tragic woe in this sweet face. Nell was holding out
her arms--she was crying aloud to him across the sand and the cactus
and the lava. She was in trouble, and he had been forgetting.
That night he climbed the lava to the topmost cone, and never slipped
on a ragged crust nor touched a choya thorn. A voice called to him.
He saw Nell's eyes in the stars, in the velvet blue of sky, in the
blackness of the engulfing shadows. She was with him, a slender shape,
a spirit, keeping step with him, and memory was strong, sweet, beating,
beautiful. Far down in the west, faintly golden with light of the
sinking moon, he saw a cloud that resembled her face. A cloud on the
desert horizon! He gazed and gazed. Was that a spirit face like the
one by his side? No--he did not dream.
In the hot, sultry morning Yaqui appeared at camp, after long hours of
absence, and he pointed with a long, dark arm toward the west. A bank
of clouds was rising above the mountain barrier.
"Rain!" he cried; and his sonorous voice rolled down the arroyo.
Those who heard him were as shipwrecked mariners at sight of a distant
sail.
Dick Gale, silent, grateful to the depths of his soul, stood with arm
over Blanco Sol and watched the transforming west, where clouds of
wonderous size and hue piled over one another, rushing, darkening,
spreading, sweeping upward toward that white and glowing sun.
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