New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- New England -- Fiction
Diana sat silent. The warmth of the room was very pleasant. Also the
security. Not from the storm, which howled and dashed upon the windows
and raged round the building and the world generally; but from that
other storm and whirl of life. Diana did not want just yet to be at
home. Furthermore, she had a dim notion of using her opportunity. She
thought how she could do it; and the minister, standing by, watched
her, with some secret anxiety but an extremely calm exterior.
"You must give me the text, Miss Diana," he ventured presently.
Diana sat still, musing. "Mr. Masters," she said at last, very slowly,
in order that the composure of it might be perfect,--"will you tell me
what is the good of life?"
"To yourself, you mean?"
"Yes. For me--or for anybody."
"I should say briefly, that God makes all His creatures to be happy."
"Happy!" echoed Diana, with more sharpness of accent than she knew.
"Yes."
"But, Mr. Masters, suppose--suppose that is impossible?"
"It never is impossible."
"That sounds--like--mockery," said Diana. "Only you never do say
mocking things."
"I do not about this."
"But, Mr. Masters!--surely there are a great many people in the world
that are not happy?"
"A sorrowful truth. How comes Diana Starling to be one of them?"
And saying this, the minister himself drew up a chair and sat down. The
question was daring, but the whole way and manner of the man were so
quiet and gentle, so sympathizing and firm at once, that it would have
lured a bird off its nest; much more the brooding reserve from a heart
it is not nursing but killing. Diana looked at him, met the wise, kind,
grave eye she had learned long ago to trust,--and broke down. All of a
sudden; she had not dreamed she was in any danger; she was as much
surprised as he was; but that helped nothing. Diana buried her face in
her hands and burst into tears.
He looked very much concerned. Wisely, however, he kept perfectly quiet
and let the storm pass; the little inner storm which caused the outer
violence of winds and clouds to be for the time forgotten. Diana sobbed
bitterly. When after a few minutes she checked herself, the minister
went off and brought her a glass of water. Diana lifted her flushed
face and drank it, making no word of excuse or apology. As he took the
glass back, Mr. Masters spoke in the tone of mixed sympathy and
authority--it was a winning kind of authority--which was peculiar to
him.
"Now, Miss Diana, what is it?"
But there was a long pause. Diana was regaining self-command and
searching for words. The minister was patient, and waited.
"There seems to be nothing left in life," she said at last.
"Except duty, you mean?"
"There is enough of that; common sort of duties. But duty is very cold
and bare if it is all alone, Mr. Masters."
"Undoubtedly true. But who has told you that your life must be filled
with only common sorts of duties?"
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