"My dear, you are wrong; they bring discredit upon nothing but their own
lamentable caricatures of holy things. These people are solemn
warnings--danger-signals on the broad paths of religiosity, which,
remember, are very easy walking. There's no life so easy. The religious
life is hard enough, God knows. Providence put those people there to
make their creed hideous, and they do it. Upon my word, I think your
indignation against them is positively unpardonable."
Di was silent.
"You don't mind being disliked by these creatures, do you, Di?"
"Yes, granny, I think I do. I believe, if I only knew the truth about
myself, I want every one to like me; and it ruffles me because they make
round eyes, and don't like me when their superiors often do."
"Mere pride and love of admiration on your part, my dear. You have no
business with them. To be liked and admired by certain persons is a
stigma in itself. Look at the kind of mediocrity and feebleness they set
on pedestals, and be thankful you don't fit into their mutual admiration
societies. That 'like cleaves to like,' is a saying we seldom get to the
bottom of. These unfortunates find blots, faults, evil, in everything,
especially everything original, because they are sensitive to blots and
faults. They commit themselves out of their own mouths. 'Those that seek
shall find,' is especially true of the fault-finders. The truth and
beauty which others receptive of truth and beauty perceive, escape them.
Good nature sees good in others. The reverent impute reverence. This
false reverence finds irreverence, as a mean nature takes for granted a
low motive in its fellow. Oh dear me, Di! Have I expended on you for
years the wisdom of a Socrates and a Solomon, that at one and twenty you
should need to be taught your alphabet? Go to bed and pray for wisdom,
instead of complaining of the lack of it in others."
Di had had but little leisure lately, and the unbounded leisure of her
long visit at Garstone came as a relief.
"I shall have time to think here," she said to herself, as she looked
out the first morning over the grey park and lake distorted by the
little panes of old glass of her low window.
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