Adventure stories; Automobile travel -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"My mother," he said, "was courageous and unconventional. She
recognized the fact that marriage and monogamy are not the ethical
answers of the future--that though ideal unions sometimes result, it is
not because of marriage, but in spite of it--that motherhood is the
inalienable right of every woman with the divine spark in her heart, no
matter what the disappointing lack of desirable marriage chances in her
life may be. Therefore, when the years failed to produce her perfect
and desirable human complement, she sought a eugenic mate and bore me,
refusing to saddle herself to a meaningless, man-made partnership with
infinite possibilities of domestic hell in it, merely as a sop to the
world-Cerberus of convention. Marriage could have added nothing to her
lofty conceptions of motherhood--but I--I have been keenly resentful
and sensitive--for her. I think it has been the feeling that no one
understood. Then, after she died, there was no one--only Philip. I
saw him rarely."
"And your cousin?"
"She had been taught--to misunderstand. There was always that barrier.
And she is very high spirited. Though we were much together as
youngsters she could not forget."
A singular maternal history, a beautiful, high-spirited, intolerant
cousin who had been taught to despise his mother's morality! What
warring forces indeed had gone to the making of this man before him.
"You have been lonely?"
"Yes," said Carl. "My mother died when I needed her most. Later when
I was very lonely--or hurt--I drank."
"And brooded!" finished Mic-co quietly.
"Yes," said Carl. "Always." He spoke a little bitterly of the wild
inheritance of passions and arrogant intolerance with which Nature had
saddled him.
"All of which," reminded Mic-co soberly, "you inflamed by intemperate
drinking. Is it an inherited appetite?"
"It is not an appetite at all," said Carl.
"You like it?"
"If you mean that to abandon it is to suffer--no. I enjoyed it---yes."
The wind that blew through the open windows and doors of the lodge
stirred the moonlit water lilies in the pool. To Carl they were pale
and unreal like the wraith of the days behind him. Like a reflected
censer in the heart of the bloom shone the evening star. The peace of
it all lay in Mic-co's fine, dark, tranquil face as he talked, subtly
moulding another's mind in the pattern of his own. He did not preach.
Mic-co smoked and talked philosophy.
Carl had known but little respect for the opinions of others. He was
to learn it now. He was to find his headstrong will matched by one
stronger for all it was gentler; his impudent philosophy punctured by a
wisdom as great as it was compassionate; his own magnetic power to
influence as he willed, a negligible factor in the presence of a man
whose magnetism was greater.
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