Adventure stories; Automobile travel -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He had grown into a dark, ruddy, handsome little lad, this son of mine,
with a brain and body far beyond his years, thanks to Ann's marvelous
gift of motherhood, her care and her teaching.
Ann sat by the old, square piano singing some marvelous mother's
lullaby of the Norseland, her full contralto ringing with splendid
tenderness. Mother and son were alone when I entered. Carl was busily
at play on a rug by the fire.
In that instant, with the plaint of the Norse mother in my ears, I
knew. The tie was too strong to fight. I loved my little son--I loved
his mother.
I do not remember how I stumbled across the room and told her. I only
know that she was greatly shocked and troubled and very kind, that she
told me as gently as she could that I must try to conquer it all--that
there must be no one in Carl's life but herself--that man's part in the
scheme of creation was but the act of a moment; a woman's part, her
whole life.
I think now that her great love for the little chap had crowded
everything else out of her mind; that living up there in those snowy
acres of trees away from the world, she was so calmly contented and
happy that she feared an intrusive breath of any sort. And she did not
love me.
Suddenly in a moment of impulsive tenderness, she bent over and caught
Carl up in her arms.
"My little laddie!" she cried, her face glorified, and he nestled his
head in her full, beautiful throat and laughed.
An instant later he looked up and smiled and held out his hand with a
curious instinct of kindliness he had, even as a very little fellow.
"Don't feel so awful bad, Uncle Grant!" he said shyly. "I love you
too. Don't I, mother?" I don't know, but I think Ann cried.
I choked and stumbled from the room.
So, for me, ended the singular episode of my life that has condemned me
again to the fate of a wanderer, drifting about like thistledown in the
wind of fancy.
There is but one chance in many hundred that this paper, which bears
upon the back the address of solicitors who will always know my
whereabouts--sealed and buried after a whim of mine as it will be--will
ever come to the eyes of him for whom it is intended, but maddened by
the thought that I must go through life alone--and lonely--without
hinting to my son the truth, I have desperately begged from Ann the
boon of the single chance, forlorn as it is, that I may have some
flickering hope to feed upon. And she, out of the compassionate
recognition that for the single moment of creation I am entitled to
this at least, has granted it. If this paper ever comes to the eyes of
my son--and I am irrevocably pledged to drop no hint of its
whereabouts--then--and not until then--are all my pledges void.
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