Adventure stories; Automobile travel -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I--I beg your pardon," stammered the Baron and glanced keenly at
Mic-co.
"It is a habit of mine," hinted Mic-co, "to take what confidence a man
may offer and let him withhold what he will."
"There is nothing to withhold!" flashed Ronador with sudden fierceness.
"Why do you speak of it?"
Mic-co thought of a white-faced young fellow who had stubbornly refused
to accept his hospitality, one morning beneath the live oaks, until he
might name aloud his offenses in the sight of God and Man. This man
before him, sweeping rapidly into the black gulf of delirium, was of a
different caliber.
By the pool Ronador leaped suddenly, his face quite colorless save
where the flame of fever burned in his cheeks.
"That Voice!" he said, standing in curious attitude of listening. "You
hear it, Tregar? Always--always it comes so in the quietest hours.
Tell him! Tell him! Why should I tell him? What is he to me? I may
not purchase relief at the price of any man's respect. Only Tregar
knows. Hush!--In God's name, hush! Thou shalt not kill! Thou shalt
not kill!" He seemed, without conscious effort, to be repeating the
words of this Voice with which he held this terrible communion, and
waved Tregar back with an imperious gesture of defiance. Facing Mic-co
he flung out his arm.
"I am a murderer in the sight of God and Man!" he choked. "I murdered
my cousin Theodomir for a dream of empire. I can not forget--Oh, God!
I can not forget. The Voice bids me tell!"
He dropped wildly to his knees, his eyes imploring.
"Oh, God!" he prayed with pallid lips, "hear this, my prayer. I have
paid in black hours of bitter suffering. I have played and lost and
the fire of life is but ashes in my hand. Give me peace--peace!"
He stayed so long upon his knees that Tregar touched him gently on the
shoulder.
"Ronador," he said gently. "Come. You are very ill and know not what
you say."
Ronador staggered blindly to his feet. Once more he waved the Baron
aside and took up his terrible dialogue with the inner Voice.
"The Voice! The Voice!" he whispered. "Thou shalt not kill! Thou
shalt not kill! You lie!" he cried in a sudden outburst of terrible
fierceness. "He was not a fool. He loved men more than the mockery
and cant of courts. He loved--he trusted me--and I betrayed him. Who
knew when he fled wildly away from the pomp and inequalities he hated?
I! Who watched for his secret letters? I! Who came to America when
his letter of homesick pleading came? I! I! I! Who killed him when
conscience and duty would have sent him back to the court of his
father? I, his cousin whom he loved above all men. You lie. I did
love him. I was drunk with the royal glitter ahead. I craved it even
as he hated it. Thou shalt not kill! Thou shalt not kill! Mercy!
Mercy! I can not bear it."
He fell groveling upon the floor and crawled to Mic-co's feet.
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