Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
Fiction
"If there were, indeed, a theory through the mazes of which moral
rectitude knew no path, we might be excusable in taking calculation for
our guide; but when our road lies before us, indicated by duty's
steadily pointing finger, we are not entitled to balance ere we proceed,
even though it should be where four frequented highways meet."
Mrs. Dorothea, the sisters, and Sir James, had got tired of politics,
and wandered into the garden. Henry, perceiving that Sir James was still
in attendance on Louisa, became impatient, broke off the conversation
abruptly, and following them, joined her, saying, "Lord Darlingford is
too prudent a politician for me. I hate prudence and calculation, and
worldly mindedness," he added, with impetuosity, and a provoked and
mortified tone of voice, which Louisa was at no loss to comprehend. "The
present artificial state of society," he proceeded, "has banished into
the poet's dream every thing worth living for!--there alone all things
deserving the ambition of an intellectual being now hold their unreal
existence! Beauty has become a snare--feeling a folly, or a curse!--love
a farce, and lovely woman, nature's most cunning workmanship, a _toy_,
a _trinket_, which the rich man may draw out his purse and
purchase!!!--heart and all!" he subjoined, in an under and somewhat
softened voice, for Louisa had looked round, and their eyes had met for
a moment. "Is it so?" he continued; "or are the beautiful looking
deceptions now made to suit the _market_ for which they are intended,
_without hearts_?"
CHAPTER XIII.
Whether Alfred's study was pamphlet, newspaper, or magazine, he could
never contrive to discern the print by any light but that of the window,
or rather glass door, at which we left him standing on the morning on
which he first discerned the fleeting semblance of a fair vision in the
adjoining garden. The glass door was generally half open, a muslin blind
drawn half down across it, and the eyes of the student, like those of
the naughty child in the pictures of bold Harry, just visible over the
top of his book.
On such occasions one of his sisters would often glide behind him, and
startling him with a loud burlesque sigh, exclaim, "She is not there
to-day." "Nonsense!" Alfred would say, rising. "This is a very well
written thing," he added one morning, throwing his book on a table.
"What is it about, Alfred?" asked Madeline archly. He took up the book
again to examine it before he could answer the question; "I declare he
can't tell," she cried, "without looking at the top of the page;" a
general burst of laughter followed, from which Alfred escaped into the
garden. He had long since made it his business to ascertain that Lady
Palliser and her daughter inhabited the next villa; but few, very few
indeed, and "far between," had been the glimpses of his beauteous
enslaver which his late studious habits and love of good light had
procured for him.
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