Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Her pure unpractised delicacy of mind caused her to look back on the
incident which had just passed as an event of the utmost importance; as,
in short, not only a proposal, but also an acceptance. Nay, had she
wished it, she would no longer have thought herself at liberty to
retract; for she knew that she would not have allowed a man who was
indifferent to her to have retained her hand in his for a single second.
That she had permitted Alfred then to do so, she felt amounted to a
confession of preference! Deep was the blush which accompanied this
thought.
At other times Lady Palliser would be extravagantly late in the morning;
and, if consequently not in the drawing-room when our hero called, she
would send word that Mr. Arden was not to go away till she came down;
and then so whimsical were all her movements, not perhaps make her
appearance for an hour, or possibly two. Those were the occasions on
which Alfred best succeeded in drawing Caroline into easy and familiar
conversation, and thus inducing in her a feeling of confidence towards
himself, which a young creature who had been blessed with any friend in
her own family, would not have thought of mingling with her love for a
lover: but the affection poor Caroline was beginning to feel towards
Alfred was not only her _First Love_, but it was also the first
friendship her heart had ever been encouraged to know. Thus it was, that
to a being hitherto so totally alone in the world, he became in so short
a time every thing. While the idea, however vaguely entertained, of
being at some period of the future of existence protected by his
affection from every harshness--sheltered by his tenderness from every
sorrow, had almost unconsciously became the hope, the home, the resting
place of all her anticipations.
CHAPTER XVI.
"But how are you to ask us to the wedding, Alfred, considering we don't
even visit?" said Louisa one morning to her brother, who stood as usual
at the window, but now without even the pretext of a book.
"Nonsense, Louisa!" he replied. "Wedding, indeed! I wish it were come to
that! and it would be easy to arrange the visiting. By-the-by, ma'am,"
he added, turning to his mother, "independent of Louisa's jesting, I
wish we did visit."
"So do I, my dear," replied Lady Arden, "but Lady Palliser, of the two,
was here rather before I was; besides she is a person of the highest
rank, so that I think the first advances ought to come from her. They
say too, her ladyship is going to give a great fancy ball, and it would
look as if I wanted to have the girls asked. However, I should suppose
we must visit soon, one way or other; for Louisa's jesting as you call
it, appears to me to go on in as serious a manner as you could desire."
"Oh--I--a--don't know, ma'am," said Alfred, colouring, and pulling off
and on an unfortunate glove, which seemed destined to be martyred in the
cause.
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