Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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"Your ladyship's remark is very just," replied Mrs. Dorothea, "but the
old friend from whom they brought me a letter, is a highly respectable
and gentlemanly man, and I was not aware till lately that he had only
made their acquaintance himself casually at a boarding-house, where it
seems they persecuted him with attentions, and then worried him for a
letter to some one at Cheltenham, where they said they were going
perfect strangers. He was afraid to enter into those particulars in the
note he sent by them, lest they should contrive to open and read it: and
the letter he since wrote me to say how little he himself knew of them,
and to apologise for the liberty he had taken, by explaining that they
made such a point of his giving them a line to some friend, that he did
not know how to refuse, was unfortunately delayed, waiting for a frank
(he knows I don't like postages), till with my usual silly goodnature I
had taken a great deal of trouble about those worthless people. Their
vulgarity too disgusted me all the time; yet they so overwhelmed me with
their thanks, their gratitude, as they called it, that I literally did
not know how to shake them off."
"Really my dear madam," said Lady Arden, "you are quite too
goodnatured."
"That has always been my weak point," replied Mrs. Dorothea: "when I see
that it is in my power to serve people, I am fool enough to fancy that
alone gives them a claim upon me."
And such was really the case, for poor Mrs. Dorothea, though she had
been all her life threatening to grow wise, in other words selfish, had
never yet attained to any degree of proficiency in this art of
self-defence, if we may so term it. Too great goodnature was indeed her
only apology for being still at fifty-five, what people of the world
emphatically call young! For she had not been all her days blinded by
the dazzling sunshine of unclouded prosperity; on the contrary, her
horizon had been frequently overshadowed by those unfavourable changes,
from which, as variableness of weather teaches the sailor seamanship,
knowledge of the world is in general collected.
"But we were speaking of Jane," proceeded Mrs. Dorothea, "I have not the
least doubt of my niece's good sense. Indeed Jane is a sweet girl, as
amiable as sensible. I was only afraid that Lord Darlingford had rather
a jealous temper."
"I hope not!" her ladyship replied, again sighing, "and you know, my
dear Mrs. Arden, the impossibility of having every thing one's own way
in this world. The connection, establishment, and all that, are in the
highest degree desirable. And then between ourselves, Lord Nelthorpe has
not behaved very well to poor Jane."
"In that respect, it is so far fortunate," said Mrs. Dorothea, "that she
is now making a still higher connection. And then Sir James, with his
fifteen thousand per annum, will certainly be a splendid match for
Louisa; but she must mind what she is about, and not laugh at him as she
now does after they are married."
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