Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Lady Palliser had informed her daughter that she meant to marry her to
Sir Willoughby Arden. Caroline's attempt to remonstrate had been
silenced, as usual, with the most tyrannical violence. What was to be
done?--poor Caroline felt quite unequal to open opposition: she had
recourse accordingly to the dangerous expedient alluded to. She resolved
to make a friend of Sir Willoughby; and the first time that by a
declaration of his sentiments he gave her an opportunity of speaking on
such a subject, to cast herself on his compassion, and entreat him to
withdraw his addresses, without making it known to her mother that she
had rejected him. This it was which gave to her manner that gentle
acquiescence in his attentions, and especially that willingness to
listen, which it is impossible to define, but which is, above all
things, encouraging to a lover. And this it was which at Lady Arden's
ball had produced the scene of misunderstanding, from which Willoughby
re-appeared in the dancing room with a countenance so delighted. The
interview in the veranda had commenced by some lover-like speeches,
which, while they could not be misunderstood, did not absolutely call
for reply: and Caroline, unwilling to seem too ready to comprehend,
became uneasy and anxious, but yet did not speak. The ardour of
Willoughby's manner increased; more than once Caroline moved her lips to
commence her difficult task, but no sound proceeded from them; while
every moment she grew more miserably conscious that her silence would
be--must be misconstrued. At length, by way of exordium, she murmured a
few scarcely audible words, thanking him for his flattering preference;
but what she wished to add required so much courage--so much
explanation, that she knew not how to proceed. She faltered, and became
silent; and while striving to find words in which to recommence, she
suffered so intensely from the tumult of her agitation, that she lost
much of the purport of the enthusiastic declarations of attachment which
Willoughby was now pouring forth. When he began, however, to talk of his
gratitude for the favourable hearing she had granted him, she felt the
necessity of speaking, and in fearful trepidation commenced: "The--the
confidence I--I am about to place in--in you, Sir Willoughby----"
"Will never be abused by me," he exclaimed, with fervour.
"I--I fear--" she recommenced, colouring, stammering, and withdrawing
her hand gently, but in the utmost confusion. At this moment several
other couples, who seemed to have just discovered the veranda, entered
from different windows almost simultaneously.
"May I then call to-morrow morning?" said Willoughby, in a hasty
whisper, "and be permitted to----"
"Yes; but speak to me alone!" she replied, resolving that to-morrow she
would make the painful explanation, now more than ever necessary. It was
on their returning to the dancing-room at this juncture, that Alfred had
remarked the delighted expression of Willoughby's countenance.
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