Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Alfred had many reasons for his refusal; first, and above all, were his
brother's anxious and repeated injunctions, which, except superseded by
sad necessity, would of course be laws to him; next, he was, as we have
already said, very desirous that the idea of a suicide should not be
even suggested; lest it should come to the ears of his mother, and add
to her distress: and, finally, he wished, that if the idea were
suggested, the fact should not be proved, lest as we have already
hinted, Christian rites should be refused. At the same time, feeling
himself but too certain, that his poor brother must have put a period to
his own existence, he had no anxious doubts to be satisfied by an
examination. As to the opinions which might be entertained by others,
though the doctor had said at first, that the symptoms resembled those
of poison, he had, at the same time allowed, that an apoplectic fit
might have caused the sudden death, and been attended with similar
symptoms. Alfred naturally thought, therefore, that the family appearing
satisfied with this solution, it would become the prevalent opinion, and
the melancholy event pass over, as little noticed by the public, as the
private sorrows of individuals generally are.
This honourable and exalted mind never once conceived the idea, that any
combination of circumstances whatever, could have suggested to any human
being such a thought of horror, as that of his having shortened the life
of his dear brother; much less did he imagine, that by the part he was
now acting, he was actually furnishing a treacherous enemy with a sort
of presumptive evidence that such was the fact: so that while every
unfortunate coincidence, on which the ignorance of some, and the
malignant designs of others, could found an evil report, was being
universally disseminated, and discussed. Alfred sat apart, unsuspicious
of evil, yielding to his grief, and communicating with none, except to
give such orders as were absolutely necessary; while the arts of
Geoffery, and the delicacy of friends, prevented any creature's offering
him a hint of what was unhappily, by this time, passing in the minds of
many. For, not only were all the particulars which the servants had
witnessed, already in circulation; but, the circumstances of the marked
paper falling from Alfred's bosom, and the missing packet being seen in
his escritoire, were also beginning to be pretty generally known, to the
great surprise of the poor Doctor, who, as we said, had never breathed a
hint on the subject. Yet had his prudence gained him no credit; for
Geoffery had not confined his insinuations against the Doctor's talents
for taciturnity, to what he had said to his man Davison; but had also
complained to several confidential friends, how that meddling, gossiping
fellow, Harman, had been saying so and so--giving here each particular,
in the form of a quotation. If his auditors _chanced_ to reply, that
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