Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 3 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 3 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Soon after Alfred had been led away from what he then believed to be the
chamber of death, the doctor had also taken his departure. When,
however, he returned at an early hour in the morning, to give some
necessary orders preparatory to the funeral, he was, to his great
surprise, met on the steps by a messenger, who was just coming out to
inform him that the patient had exhibited signs of returning life.
He entered the sick chamber, administered restoratives, &c., &c., and in
a short time had the satisfaction of seeing Caroline open her eyes
while, instead of closing them again almost instantly, as on former
occasions, she now, though too feeble to move her head on the pillow,
looked all round the apartment with evident anxiety, then fixed her gaze
on the door, as if watching for some expected sight or sound.
It was to announce the pleasing intelligence of the revival of his
patient, that the doctor entered Alfred's apartment at the critical
juncture described.
His communications ultimately led to Lady Arden giving to Caroline every
moment and every thought she could spare from Alfred. While the kind
attentions of such a friend, with the explanations which of course
followed, supplied at once the soothings of considerate regard and the
motive to live; and thus, with the assistance of some rational medical
adviser, called in by Lady Arden, wrought a recovery which, to those
unacquainted with the particulars, seemed almost miraculous.
But though Caroline, from the time of the first seisure caused by the
communication of the fatal intelligence, up to that of the second,
occasioned by the unexpected apparition of Alfred, had lain in a state
supposed to border on insensibility; her actual state, during the period
alluded to, had been rather that passive of despair, characteristic of a
being so gentle by nature, so friendless by circumstances, that her
mind, overwhelmed and unsupported, was incapable of an effort, and had
sought a sort of refuge from the agony of carrying its burden of
wretchedness through the ordinary round of life in this total inaction,
this entire quiessence, this living death, while awaiting that actual
dissolution, which, though she had not the wilfulness nor the wickedness
to accelerate, she hoped would soon arrive. She spoke not, wept not, and
the light of day being oppressive to her broken spirit, opened not her
eyes, except when some sudden or startling sound caused the instinctive
movement. At such times they met no object to awaken kindly
associations, or call the affections back to life; the faces they beheld
around were those of strangers, the very nurses and servants in
attendance having been hired for this occasion, Lady Palliser having
taken with her those she had brought from England. Poor Caroline's eyes,
therefore, languidly closed again without noticing any object.
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