World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, American
When a machine is upside down, the stress comes on the wrong side of the
wings and is apt to spring them. My plane had fallen a thousand meters,
and the wings had been thrown out of adjustment so that the controls
were barely able to correct the change. I did not regain control of any
sort until I was 400 meters from the ground, and then I could do nothing
but spiral to the left. In that fall, when I found I could not control
the machine, I believed it was my last flight. It was the first time I
ever had been conscious of looking death squarely in the face. After the
first hundred meters of fall, I was perfectly aware of the danger. I was
wholly possessed in turn by doubt, fear, resignation (it was just there
that I was almost fool enough to give up), anger (that I should think of
such a thing), and, finally realization that only cool thinking would
bring me out alive—and it did! From 400 meters I spiraled down with
barely enough motor to keep me from falling, in order that the strain on
the control would be minimum. The old brain was working clearly then,
for I made a fine adjustment of the throttle and gasoline—just enough to
counteract the resistance of controls, crossed in order to counteract
the bent wings, and just enough to let the plane sink fast enough so
that it would hit the ground into the wind in the next turn of the
spiral, which I could not avoid. Allowing for the wind, I managed to
control the spiral just enough to land on the only available landing
ground in the vicinity. The landing was perfect, but the machine rolled
into a ditch and tipped up on its nose. As I had cut the motor just
before landing, the propeller was stopped and not a thing was broken. If
the wing had been bent a quarter of an inch more, they would have
carried me home. The machines they use here are old ones, and that was
probably responsible for the accident. This weak spot of the Nieuport
caused many deaths before anyone ever survived to tell what had
happened. Again the gods were with me, and I lived to be the wiser.
When I undid my belt and climbed out of the machine my hands were never
steadier nor my mind more tranquil. Many Russians from the detention
camp near by swarmed around, and I set them to work righting the plane
and wheeling it over to a post, where an American was on guard.
Leaving the machine in his care, I hit cross-country for the aviation
field. As I walked through the brushwood, the beauties of nature were
possessed with renewed charm, the sea breeze laden with the scent of
pine seemed a sweeter incense, the clouds were more billowy, my steps
were wondrously buoyant, for I felt like one whom the gods had given
special privilege to return among the treasures of his childhood. The
passing of death’s shadow is a stimulus to the charm of living.
Today I had an hour and a half of flying, and engaged in a sham combat
of half an hour with another pilot. We both killed each other several
times.
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