Disappeared From Her Home: A NovelPirkis, Catherine Louisa
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Disappeared From Her Home: A Novel
Pirkis, Catherine Louisa
Detective and mystery stories; Missing persons -- Fiction
“Our plan succeeded beyond our hopes even. In the evening twilight, in
the dress in which I left my home, my mother passed out of the Convent
gates, with Isola, on the pretext of visiting some old friends on the
other side of Le Puy. You, my father, had you seen her then, might have
mistaken her for your own daughter, so complete was the resemblance in
face, form, and figure. Perhaps she looked a little paler, a little
thinner, and a few years older (certainly not more) than I did six
months ago, but it would have needed younger and keener eyes than those
of the old nuns to have discovered this. And I, in my mother’s dress
and hood, had not the slightest fear of detection. I had become so
accustomed to the daily routine of the convent, that I knew to the
least iota every one of my mother’s religious duties. Latterly, too,
she had been so weak and ill she had been allowed to remain very much
in her own room. I had acquired, or rather reacquired, the singing
intonation peculiar to the Cevenol peasant, and knowing our voices were
so nearly one pitch and tone, had no fear of discovery on this point. I
drew the hood a little more closely over my face; I was perhaps a
little less sociable and friendly with the sisters, and thus for three
days I escaped detection.
“But on the fourth day I knew that Pére Ambroise, the Confessor, was
expected, and I determined that with him I would attempt no further
concealment. He was a personal friend of my mother’s; it was he who
induced her to enter the Convent of St. Geneviève, and it was his wise
counsels, I don’t doubt, which had restrained and quieted her impetuous
temper, as long as it was possible to do so. Such a dear old man, papa,
he ought to be made a bishop at the very least, instead of ending his
days here as Curé and Confessor to twenty or thirty little nuns. I
contrived to meet him as he entered the convent garden, and while
walking with him towards the house, told him, in as few words as
possible, the story of my mother’s escape, and my reason for planning
it. At first he was very angry, although not so much as might have been
expected, considering the heavy sin he believed to have been committed.
“‘_La petite Sœur_ (that was the name my mother was known by on account
of her comparative youth) ought to have consulted me,’ he said, ‘I have
taught her for many years, and she might have relied on my counsels.’
“‘Would you have let her go had she done so?’ I asked.
“‘Without doubt, no,’ he exclaimed, earnestly.
“‘Was there any other way of saving her life or reason?’ I asked again—
“‘My daughter,’ he replied, very gently, ‘you are very young, but I
pray that long ere you have reached my age, you will have learned that
there are some things to be thought of before life or reason, and that
a man or woman must be at times prepared to sacrifice both rather than
honour, faith, or the service of God.’
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