Christian life; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Young women -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
'When you read this letter, my dear Ellen, one circumstance may
perhaps assist its influence. My counsels, however received,
whether used or rejected, are now drawing to a close; and you may
safely grant them the indulgence we allow to troubles which will
soon cease to molest us. I know not how far this consideration may
affect you, but I cannot think of it without strong emotion. I have
often and deeply regretted that my usefulness to you has been so
little answerable to my wishes; yet, with the sympathy which rivets
our eyes on danger which we cannot avert, I would fain have
lingered with you still; watching, with the same painful
solicitude, the approach of evils, which I in vain implored you to
avoid. But it must not be. Aware of my situation, I dare not trifle
with a life which is not mine to throw away. I must leave you, my
dearest child, probably for ever. I must loosen this last hold
which the world has on a heart already severed from all its
earliest affections. And can I quit you without one last effort for
your safety;--without once again earnestly striving to rouse your
watchfulness, ere you have cast away your all for trifles without
use or value?
'Ellen, your mother was my first friend. We grew up together. We
shared in common the sports and the improvements of youth; and
common sorrows, in maturer life, formed a still stronger bond. Yet
I know not if my friend herself awakened a tenderness so touching,
as that which remembrance mingles with my affection for you, when
your voice or your smile reminds me of what she was in her short
years of youth and joy. Nor is it only in trifles such as these
that the resemblance rises to endear you. You have your mother's
simplicity and truth,--your mother's warm affections,--your
mother's implicit confidence in the objects of her love. This last
was indeed the shade, perhaps the only shade of her character. But
she possessed that "alchemy divine" which could transform even her
dross into gold; and what might have been her weakness became her
strength, when she placed her supreme regards upon excellence
supreme. The nature of your affections also seems to give their
object, whatever it be, implicit influence with you; and thus it
becomes doubly important that they be worthily bestowed. It is this
which has made me watch, with peculiar anxiety, the channels in
which they seemed inclined to flow; and lament, with peculiar
bitterness, that a propensity capable of such glorious application
should be lost, or worse than lost to you.
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