Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
God grant to us all, that after that first feeling of dread and awe is
over, we may go on, as St. Peter went on, to the better feelings of
admiration, loyalty, worship and say at last, as St. Peter said
afterwards, when the Lord asked him if he too would leave him: ‘Lord, to
whom shall we go? for thou hast the words of eternal life.’
But do I blame St. Peter for saying, ‘Depart from me; for I am a sinful
man, O Lord’? God forbid! Who am I, to blame St. Peter? Especially
when even the Lord Jesus did not blame him, but only bade him not to be
afraid.
And why did the Lord not blame him, even when he asked Him to go away?
Because St. Peter was honest. He said frankly and naturally what was in
his heart. And honesty, even if it is mistaken, never offends God, and
ought never to offend men. God requires truth in the inward parts; and
if a man speaks the truth—if he expresses his own thoughts and feelings
frankly and honestly—then, even if he is not right, he is at least on the
only road to get right, as St. Peter was.
He spoke not from dislike of our Lord, but from modesty; from a feeling
of awe, of uneasiness, of dread, at the presence of one who was
infinitely greater, wiser, better than himself.
And that feeling of reverence and modesty, even when it takes the shape,
as it often will in young people, of shyness and fear, is a divine and
noble feeling—the beginning of all goodness. Indeed, I question whether
there can be any real and sound goodness in any man’s heart, if he has no
modesty, and no reverence. Boldness, forwardness, self-conceit, above
all in the young—we know how ugly they are in our eyes; and the Bible
tells us again and again how ugly they are in the sight of God.
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