Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
Have we not had, some of us, in early life some parent, friend, teacher,
spiritual pastor, or master, to whom we looked up with unbounded respect?
His word to us was law. His counsel was as the oracles of God. We did
not dream of thinking for ourselves, acting for ourselves, while we had
him to tell us how to think, how to act; and we were happy in our
devotion. We felt what a blessed thing, not merely protecting and
guiding, but elevating and ennobling, was reverence and obedience to one
wiser and better than ourselves. But that did not last. It could not
last. Our teacher was taken from us; perhaps by mere change of place,
and the chances of this mortal life; perhaps by death, which sunders all
fair bonds upon this side the grave. Perhaps, most painful of all, we
began to differ from our teacher; to find that, though we respected and
loved him still, though we felt a deep debt of thanks to him for what he
had taught us, we could not quite agree in all; we had begun to think for
ourselves, and we found that we must think for ourselves; and the new
responsibility was very heavy. We felt like young birds thrust out of
the nest to shift for themselves in the wide world.
But, after a while, we found that we could think, could act for
ourselves, as we never expected to do. We found that we were no more
children; that we were improving in manly virtues by having to bear our
own burdens; and to acquire,
‘The reason firm, the temperate will,
Endurance, foresight, strength, and skill.’
And we found, too, that though our old teachers were parted from us, yet
they were with us still; that (to compare small things with great, and
Christ’s servants with their Lord) a spirit came to us from them, and
brought all things to our remembrance, whatsoever they had said to us;
that we remembered their words more vividly, we understood their meaning
more fully and deeply, now that they were parted, than we did when they
were with us. We loved them as well, ay, better, than of old, for we saw
more clearly what a debt we owed to them; and so it was, after all,
expedient for us that they should have gone away. That parting with
them, which seemed so dangerous to us, as well as painful, really
comforted us—strengthened and encouraged us to become stronger and braver
souls, full of self-help, self-government, self-determination.
And so we shall find it, I believe, in our religion.
We may say with a sigh, ‘Ah, that I could see my Lord and Saviour. I
should be safe then. I dare not sin then.’
It may be so. I am the last to deny that our Lord Jesus Christ has (as
he certainly could, if he chose) shown himself bodily to certain of his
saints (as he showed himself to St. Paul and to St. Stephen) in order to
strengthen their faith in some great trial. But if it had been good for
us in general to see the Lord in this life, doubt not that we should have
seen him. And because we do not see him, be sure that it is not good.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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