All this relative mildness in the irritants administered to the common
Englishman as soldier had its counterpart in the men's ingrained
moderateness of reaction. At Bray-sur-Somme during the battle of 1916 I
saw a French soldier go so mad with rage at what he considered to be the
deficiencies of his leaders that he brought out each article of his kit
and equipment in succession to the door of his billet and threw it into
the deep central mud of the road with a separate curse, at each cast, on
war, patriotism, civilization, and the Commander-in-Chief. This
Athanasian service of commination endured for a full quarter of an hour.
But from an English private who witnessed the rite it only drew the
phlegmatic diagnosis: "He'll 'ave 'ad a drop o' sugar-water an' got
excited." Firewater itself could not excite the English soldier to so
rounded an eloquence or to so sweeping a series of judgements. He never
thought of throwing his messing-tin and his paybook into the mud; still
less of forming a Council of Soldiers and Workmen. Either step would
have been of the abhorred nature of a "scene."
Unaggressive, unoriginal, anti-extreme, contemptuous of all "hot air"
and windy ideas, he too was braked by the same internal negations that
helped to keep his irredeemably middling commanders equidistant from
genius and from arrant failure. Confronted now with the frustration of
so many too-high hopes, the discrediting of so many persons or
institutions hitherto taken on trust, he did not say, as the humbler
sort of Bolshevist seems to have said in his heart: "What order, or
disorder, could ever be worse than this which has failed? Why not
anything, any wild-seeming nihilism or fantasy of savage rudeness,
rather than sit quiet under this old contemptible rule?" Instead of
contracting a violent new sort of heat he simply went cold, and has
remained so. Where a Slav or a Latin might have become a hundred per
cent. Satanist he became about a thirty per center. The disbelief, the
suspicion, the vacuous space in the disendowed heart, the spiritual
rubbish-heap of draggled banners and burst drums--all that blank,
unlighting and unwarming part of Satanism was his, without any other: a
Lucifer cold as a moon prompted him listlessly, not to passionate
efforts of crime, but to self-regarding and indolent apathy.
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