British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"There is one rather nice fellow here—a Captain Bauer, who has been
really decent to me and taken me about. He has rich relations with some
style about them—if you only knew what an oasis ’style’ is in this
desert!—and I fancy they mean to give Nora and myself a good time.
Wolff tries not to show how wild he is about it, though why he should
mind I have no idea. Besides that, I have run up against some nice
English fellows, and when I can’t stand things and feel in need of a
square meal, I go out with them and have a run round. In any case I
shall remain, for Nora’s sake. At the bottom, I believe she is wishing
herself well out of the mess, and so I shall stay as long as possible to
help her."
In answer to this description of Nora’s home life, the Rev. John wrote
to his daughter an epistle fulminating in grief, reproaches, sympathy,
and advice. Let it be said in praise of his epistolary abilities, that
without ever getting as far as "I told you so!" he implied that sentence
at least once on every one of the eight closely written sheets.
"My poor child!" he wrote at the close. "I cannot tell you how this
revelation has shocked and grieved me. Alas! I can hardly call it
revelation, for did not my father’s instinct prophesy everything as it
has come to pass? I cannot but admire your noble silence, your generous
concealment of the true facts of your life. I can understand how you
wish to shield your husband from all reproach, and I am the last one to
attempt to turn you from your duty to him. Nevertheless, I beseech you,
give us your whole confidence. Let us help you to bear your burden, and
if it should grow too heavy, remember that your home awaits you and that
your father’s arms are always open."
Mrs. Ingestre had added a brief note to this long oration. The
handwriting was less firm than of old, as though it had cost an effort,
but the short, concise sentences were full of strength and insight.
"Do you still love each other?" she asked. "For if you still love your
husband and he still loves you, I need offer neither sympathy nor pity.
You are to be envied, and I pray only that you will let no one—not even
those dearest to you—come between you and your great happiness. If
Miles is stupid and troubles you, send him home."
This little note was first wept over and then hidden away in a secret
drawer, but the letter went to the flames, thrown there by an angry,
indignant hand.
"How dare he!" Nora thought in a passion of resentment. "How dare any
one pity me!"
And she sat down in that same hour and wrote home a protest and a
defence which, it is to be feared, was often incoherent and still more
often lacking in respect. But her intention was clear. It was
condensed in the closing sentences:
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