British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
It was the one faint intimation that he knew that she still needed help
and that all had not gone well in the short period of their married
life. Nora’s face fell. Her very real disappointment proved to her how
much she had longed for the two women who had always been her friends,
even in the darkest hours. She loved them as mother and sister. She
had never felt for them the antipathy, the enmity which had grown up
between her and the Selenecks, and, in lesser degrees, between her and
all the other women of her husband’s circle, and she had longed for them
as for a refuge from her increasing isolation. And now they were not
coming—or, at least, not for some weeks. She was to be left alone among
these strangers, these foreigners, with only Miles to support and uphold
her. Only Miles? She remembered her husband with a pang of the old
remorse, and she bent and kissed him as though to atone for some
unintentional wrong.
"I am sorry they are not coming," she said; "but perhaps the baths will
do Hildegarde good, and as for me—why, have I not got my husband to turn
to?"
Wolff laughed happily.
"After that pretty speech, I must hold out some reward, so that the
practice may be encouraged," he said, waving the second letter in
triumph. "Behold! His Excellency General von Hulson has done himself
the honour to invite his future colleague, the Captain von Arnim,
_nebst_ his beautiful _Gemählin_ and honourable brother-in-law, to a
ball on the 17th of next month. Now, are you satisfied?"
"How good you are to me, dear!" She kissed him, guiltily conscious that
her joy had been but a poor feigning. Now, for the first time, she
realised clearly how far she had drifted from her husband’s circle. She
shrank from that which had once been the goal of her ambition. Wolff
laughed at her, mistaking the cause of her hesitation.
"Verily, I am growing to be a wise husband!" he said gaily. "Are all
the fine dresses worn out, that my wife’s fair face should be so
overcast? Well, there! Is that enough to cover future expenses,
Vanity?"
He had pressed a little bundle of paper-money into her hand, and she
looked at it, dazed with surprise. She did not know that it was Bruno’s
price which he had given her, but again her eyes filled. She pitied him
in that moment more than herself.
"You dear, generous fellow!" she stammered mechanically.
"It’s not generosity, little woman. It’s only right that you should
have change and gaiety. You must not think that I do not understand how
dull and dreary it must sometimes be. I do understand—it goads me
sometimes to think how little I can do. Perhaps one day it will all be
better—when I am Field-Marshal, you know!"
He tried to laugh, but somehow a certain weariness rang through his
laughter. She heard it, and remorse mingled with her pity.
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