British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Perhaps I do—perhaps you do, when you are honest with yourself, dear.
You must know that the Bauers’ friendship for you is not wholly
disinterested. It sounds rather brutal; but those sort of people who
talk of money as the one thing that counts and pretend to scorn family
and titles are just those who are most anxious to have a titled name
among their visitors."
Nora started as though she had been stung.
"I think you overestimate your—our importance," she said.
He did not retort. He simply held out his hands to her.
"Nora, you can’t think it gives me pleasure to spoil anything for you.
Won’t you trust me? Won’t you give me your promise?"
She looked at him; she was honest enough to acknowledge to herself that
he had been right, but above all, his patience, his quiet tone of
pleading had moved and softened her.
"I give you my promise, Wolff."
"Thank you, dear. Goodness knows, I will try and make it up to you in
all I can."
He kissed her, and then suddenly she drew away from him.
"You don’t need to make up for it. And I think, after all, I won’t go
to the Hulsons."
He looked at her in blank surprise. He had sold his favourite horse to
satisfy her needs, he had humbled his pride, laid himself open to the
accusation of being a "place-hunter" in order to be able to lead her
into the brilliant world after which she had once craved, and now that
the sacrifices had been brought she would have none of them. He did not
understand—as how should he have done?—that she saw in his action an
attempt to bribe her, in his gift a sweetmeat offered to a disappointed
child. He felt, instead—though he would not have admitted it even in
his thoughts—that she had been capricious, inconsiderate.
He turned away and went over to the writing-table, throwing down the two
letters with a gesture of weariness.
"We must go now, whether we want to or not," he said. "I have worried
for the invitation, and it is impossible to refuse. The Selenecks would
have every right to be offended."
"They are that already," Nora said bitterly.
"Perhaps they have some reason to be, dear." He spoke quietly, but he
had implied that the fault was hers, and the angry blood rushed to her
cheeks.
"The Selenecks are absurd and ridiculously sensitive," she said. "They
have chosen to take offence at nothing, and——"
"Nora, they are my best friends!"
"Is that any reason why they should be mine?"
"Yes, I think so."
"And if I do not like them—if I find their manners and ways too
different to mine—what then?"
There was a faint sneer in tone and look which was intentional, and
which she knew was undeserved, but she could not help herself. She
hated the Selenecks and the whole crowd of small military nobodies
struggling for advancement and their daily bread. Why should she be
forced to live her life amongst them?
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