British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
The rest of the drive passed in silence, and once in the ball-room, Nora
lost sight of her brother completely. He drifted off by himself,
whither and with whom she could not think, for she knew that he had no
friends in the brilliant crowd. She, too, was friendless, though there
were many there who bowed to her and passed on, and for the first time
she realised the full extent of her isolation. The Selenecks were not
there, and she was glad of their absence: she would have hated them to
have been witnesses of her loneliness. Those whom she knew, whose
comradeship with her husband should have guaranteed a certain courtesy,
passed her by. Nora cared nothing for them, but the humiliation stung
her to the quick. She was English, and because she was English they
insulted her, tacitly and deliberately. Not all the months in her
husband’s country had taught her to understand that she had insulted
them, that she had trampled on their pride of race, and scorned the
customs and opinions which were their holiest possessions. It never
occurred to her that the description of the scene of the previous
afternoon had passed from lip to lip with the rapidity of lightning, and
that in the eyes of that mighty brotherhood of soldiers, and of that
still mightier sisterhood of their wives, she was branded as a renegade,
as a woman who had spat upon her husband’s uniform, and exalted another
race above that to which she belonged—a _Deutschfeindliche_, an enemy
who masqueraded among them under a transparent guise of hypocritical
friendship. Perhaps some pitied her; but for the most part they were
the older men, whose experience taught them to be pitiful—and they were
not present on this particular night. Even if they had been they could
have done nothing to help her. She was an outcast, and for them she had
made herself "unclean." Thus poor Nora, still young and headstrong in
all her emotions, her sensibilities raw with the events of the last
weeks, stood alone and watched the scene before her with eyes from which
the tears were held back by the strength of pride alone.
There must have been considerably over two hundred guests present,
almost exclusively officers of lower rank, with here and there a
civilian to throw the brilliant uniforms into more striking relief.
Nora could not but be impressed by the tall, finely built men, with the
strong-cut, bronzed faces, and in each she saw a dim reflection of her
husband. There was perhaps no real resemblance, but they were of one
type—they were German, and that one similarity aroused in her the old
feeling of wild opposition against the man she loved, and whom she had
sworn to stand by to the end. Her love for him was as genuine as her
admiration for these, his brothers—as genuine as her hatred for him and
for them all.
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