British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"You need not be afraid. I shall tell you everything, to the last
detail." Hildegarde seated herself again. Her clenched hand rested on
the table and her eyes fixed themselves on her companion with a
detestation almost violent in its intensity. "It is over a year since
you became engaged to my cousin," she went on. "It is not nine months
since you became his wife. It is not a long time, but it was long
enough for you to ruin the best, the noblest man whom I at least have
ever met. You see, I declare openly what you no doubt know and have
triumphed over. I love Wolff, and I have loved him all my life. If he
had made me his wife, I should have deemed myself unworthy of so much
happiness, and it would have been a joy to sacrifice myself for him. No
doubt you find such an idea poor and contemptible; the idea of sacrifice
for those one loves is perhaps out of fashion in your country. But, be
that as it may, it was an idea which served you well at the time.
Because I loved him, and because his happiness was really dearer to me
than anything else on earth, I gave him up to you——"
"You gave him up to _me_!" Nora echoed blankly.
"On the same day that he asked you to be his wife I had given him his
freedom from a bond which, though it had never been openly acknowledged,
was still binding on him. You did not know that?"
Nora sank down in the chair by which she had been standing. Her
strength had left her; she looked broken, and there was something
intensely piteous in the clasped hands upon her lap.
"How should I have known?" she asked almost inaudibly.
"You might have known," Hildegarde retorted. "You knew Wolff. He was a
man of honour. He would never have yielded even to his love for you
until he knew himself absolutely free."
There was a cutting significance in her tone which could not be
mistaken. Nora lifted her head and met the scornful eyes with
despairing resolution.
"You say that against me, because I was not free," she said. "But you
do not know everything; you have no right to judge. My heart was
free—my heart belonged to Wolff and Wolff only."
"You were bound to another man."
"By a foolish letter written in a moment of despair. You have said that
I despise all sacrifice. But that letter was my sacrifice to you,
Hildegarde."
"You must be mad," was the contemptuous answer.
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