British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Wolff, you must believe me! I can’t begin life again without you—I
can’t! You must not leave me—you cannot leave me lonely!"
He smiled.
"Don’t you see that it is for the best, my darling? It was not your
fault. The sea between is so broad and strong——" He broke off
suddenly, and a curious, unsteady light flickered into his glazed eyes.
"Don’t let her know it is anything—serious," he whispered. "She will be
frightened—and she must not be frightened. She has gone, you say? With
Arnold? That is a lie. I knew she was going—I sent her. Her mother is
ill. The papers——? Oh, my God! my God!"
She clasped him tighter in her arms. The frightful outbreak of
delirium—frightful because of its extraordinary yet heart-broken
quietness—shook her to the soul. She looked about her, and in an
instant Hildegarde was at her side.
"Nora is here," she said. "She will never leave you again. She has
brought the papers. They are safe—the papers are safe."
She repeated the words over and over again, as though she were striving
to break through the cloud in which his mind was shrouded. He thrust
her from him, dragging himself upright in a stiff attitude of salute.
"Herr General, I am responsible—alone responsible. No one else is to
blame. The papers?—I can tell you nothing but that I am responsible.
Tell him, Seleneck! Tell him I boasted about them and was
careless—anything! Swear—give me your word of honour! I am dying—what
does it matter? No, no; you are not to send for her. She is to be
happy—and free—among her own people. You must not blame her. It was
too hard. We—must forgive each other. Oh, Nora! Nora!
"I am here, Wolff, my darling, my husband! I have come back—I will
atone to you with my whole life. You don’t know how I love you—more
than people, more than country, more than the whole world! I have
learnt just in the last hours that there is no one else who matters to
me but you, and you alone. I will make you happy—so happy, my dearest!"
In that moment she remembered the power that had been given her, and her
voice rang with the exultation of victory. He heard it, and the painful
excitement died out of his eyes. The mist of dreams shifted, and he
picked up the thread as though the short burst of delirium had never
been.
"Nora, why do you look at me like that? What is it you are trying to
say to me? There is something new in your face. Nora, help me! I am
groping in the dark——"
She held him closer to her, and it seemed to her that the threatening
hand of Fate sank, and that Death drew back as from a greater power.
"I am happy, Wolff—happier than I have ever been. I know that our
happiness has begun at last."
"It is too late—too late, Nora!"
"Not if you live, my darling. And you will live, because you will not
leave me comfortless—because there is another to come who will need
you——"
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