British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Again the same easy laugh answered her.
"Why, Nora, you are as bad as our military matchmaker! Of course, Wolff
is fond of me just as I am of him. We are like brother and sister; but
marriage—that is quite another matter. I am afraid I could never bring
myself to marry a man whose heart-affairs I have known ever since he was
an absurd little cadet."
Nora pushed the hair from her forehead. She felt as though the ground
had suddenly been torn from under her feet. Every resolution, every
principle, the very spirit of sacrifice to which she had clung, had been
shaken by those few simple words. Had she dreamed, then, that night
when delirium had broken open the innermost sanctuary of Hildegarde’s
heart? Had it all been a wild fancy, and was this the truth? Or—— She
looked full into the face raised to hers. There was a quiet merriment
in the steady eyes—a merriment which yielded gradually to concern, but
there was no sign of pain, no trace of struggle. It was impossible to
believe that those eyes held their secret, or that the smiling lips had
once uttered a cry of the greatest human agony. Yes, it was impossible,
and if impossible, why, then—— Nora could think no further. She turned
and walked mechanically to the window. The military band had begun the
wedding-march out of _Lohengrin_, but for her it was no more than a
confused sound beating against her brains. She heard the house-gate
click, and saw a well-known figure slowly mount the steps, but she could
not rouse herself to speak or think. She stood stunned and helpless,
knowing nothing of the pitying eyes that watched her. In those moments
a faint change had come over Hildegarde von Arnim’s features. The smile
had died, and in its place had come a grave peace—a peace such as is
given sometimes with renunciation. Then her eyes closed and she seemed
to sleep, but her hands held fast to the purple violets, and the
sunlight falling upon the quiet face revealed a line that is also
renunciation’s heritage.
Meanwhile Wolff von Arnim had entered the state drawing-room, whither
the little housemaid, overwhelmed by the plumes and glittering
epaulettes, had considered fit to conduct him. It was the one spot in
the whole house which Frau von Arnim had not been able to stamp with her
own grace and elegance. The very chairs seemed to have entered into a
conspiracy to appear stiff, and stood in comfortless symmetrical order,
and the fire smouldering upon the hearth could do nothing against the
chill atmosphere of an unloved and seldom inhabited dwelling-room.
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