British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Arnim went straight to the window. It was as though his surroundings
pressed upon him with an intolerable burden, and he remained staring
sightlessly out into the grey morning until the quiet opening of a door
told him that he was no longer alone. Even then he did not at once
turn. Only the slight convulsive tightening of the hand upon the
sword-hilt betrayed that he had heard, and Frau von Arnim had almost
reached his side before he swung round to greet her.
"Aunt Magda!" he exclaimed.
She gave him her hand, and he bent over it—remained so long with his
head bowed that it seemed a conscious prolongation of the time before
their eyes must meet.
"I hardly expected you this afternoon," she said gently, "certainly not
in such _grande tenue_. Are you on special duty?"
He did not answer at once. He stood looking at her with a curiously
absent expression.
"I came to ask after Hildegarde," he said. "Is she better?"
"Yes, much better—still very weak, of course. A fever like that is not
quickly forgotten."
She had slipped her arm through his and led him to the sofa before the
fire.
"The violets you sent are most beautiful," she went on. "They gave
Hildegarde so much pleasure. She asked me to thank you for them."
He sat down beside her and for a moment was silent, gazing into the
fire.
"Aunt Magda," he then began abruptly, "you have never told me what it
was that caused Hildegarde’s illness—nor even what was the matter with
her. I—I want to know."
A faint, rather weary smile passed over Frau von Arnim’s lips.
"Illness with Hildegarde is never far off, _lieber Junge_," she said.
"She is like an ungarrisoned castle exposed to the attack of every
enemy. The least thing—something which leaves you and me
unharmed—throws her off her balance no one knows how or why."
"And she was once so strong!" he said, half to himself. "Nothing could
tire her, and she was never ill—never."
"Wolff, there is no good in remembering what was and can never be
again."
"Never?" he queried.
"Not so far as we can see."
His strongly marked brows knitted themselves in pain.
"Would to God it had all happened to me!" he broke out impulsively.
"Then it would not have been so bad."
"It would have been much worse," Frau von Arnim answered. "Women suffer
better than men, Wolff. It is one of their talents. After a time,
Hildegarde will find consolation where you would only have found
bitterness."
"After a time!" he repeated. "Then she is not happy? Poor Hildegarde!"
"Even women cannot learn patience and resignation in a day."
He sprang up as though inactivity had become unbearable.
"Aunt Magda—if she is strong enough—I want to see Hildegarde."
"Why?"
Involuntarily their eyes met in a quick flash of understanding.
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