British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"I need not tell you, my dear Wolff," she said, "that my husband is
against your marriage with Nora. You must know that already. He has
other ideas of happiness and suitability, and I can scarcely blame him,
since they were once mine. Like him, I once saw in long acquaintance,
similarity in ideas, and, of course, nationality, a certain wealth and
position, the best foundations for a happy and successful life. Like
him, I would probably have thought that you were not rich enough to
marry, that you had not known each other long enough, that the
difference of nationality and upbringing would be too great a
stumbling-block. I have learnt since those days to think differently.
The circumstances make little difference either way, so long as a great
love is there. And, after all, what is a great love?" For the first
time her tone was tinged with a faint cynicism. "Who can dare to call
their love really great until they are on their deathbeds? We cannot be
sure of our love, whether the object be well known to us or not, until
it has been tried by the fires of years and custom. Custom is the
hardest trial of all, and that is why I am glad rather than sorry that
you and Nora know each other so little. It is because you know each
other so little that you are in love, for being in love is simply the
charm of standing before the closed, mysterious door of another’s
personality, and knocking for it to open. When the door opens, you will
cease to be in love, but I believe that, because you are both worthy of
it, you will find the all-enduring love waiting for you. At any rate,
it seems to me the chances are as great for you as for those who,
knowing each other too well, have never known the charm. Wolff, I am an
old woman in suffering if not in years, and I think age and youth often
join hands over the experience of middle life. Youth believes it is
better to be truly happy for an hour and to suffer through all eternity
rather than enjoy years of placid, passionless content. And that is what
I have also come to believe. I would rather Nora enjoyed a brief but
complete union with you than a lifetime of ’living together’ with
another man. Besides, I trust you; I believe you to be a good man, as I
believe Nora to be a good woman, and I hope that in the afterwards you
will learn to love each other. As to the question of nationality and
wealth, they spell struggle and sacrifice for you both, Wolff. As a
woman Nora will bring the greatest sacrifice, but I know that you will
help her."
"With all my strength."
"And you will have patience?"
He looked at her wonderingly.
"Sometimes you will need it, Wolff. But Nora is brave and good. She
will learn to love your country because she loves you. For my part—I am
glad that she is leaving Delford far behind her."
Wolff made no answer. He felt that the words were an almost unconscious
outburst, that unknowingly she had spoken of herself. After a moment
she went on with a quiet smile:
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