British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Don’t be rude! Think—I have called on the whole family Mayo, and been
so polite and amiable that her ladyship only found it in her heart to be
rude once. What have you to say to that?"
"What have I to say?" He took her hand and kissed it. "Thank you,
dear."
She looked at him in surprise.
"Why, Wolff, does it mean so much to you?"
"Yes, a good deal. You see—one gets a bad name if one neglects certain
people."
"Then why didn’t you insist?"
He hesitated, avoiding her eyes.
"I didn’t want to bother you more than I could help. Sometimes I am
afraid it must be very hard on you, little woman."
Intuitively she guessed his thoughts, and without a word she gathered up
some sheets of closely written notepaper lying on the table and thrust
them into his hands.
"There, read that, you extremely foolish husband of mine!" she cried
triumphantly. "I have been writing home, so you can judge for
yourself."
He obeyed, and she stood watching him, knowing that he could but be
satisfied. Indeed, her letters home were full of her happiness and of
Wolff—the two things were synonymous—and if she did not mention that
their home was small and stuffy, that she did most of the household work
herself, and that a strict, painful economy watched over every item of
their daily life, it was partly because she told herself that these
details played no part in her estimation and partly because she shrank
instinctively from the criticism which she knew would inevitably result.
She gave, instead, glowing descriptions of the dinner-parties, of the
whist-parties, even of the four-hour tea-parties with their unbroken
conversational circle of _Dienstangelegenheiten_ and "_Dienst-mädchen_."
And in all this there was no hypocrisy. Her momentary depression and
distaste were sub-conscious; she did not recognise them as such. She
called them "moods," which vanished like mists in the sunshine of her
husband’s presence.
"Well?" she demanded, as he put the letters aside.
He shook his finger at her.
"Frauchen, Frauchen!" he said, laughing, "I am afraid you are what
English people would call a humbug. From this epistle one would really
imagine that Frau von Seleneck had received you in a palace, and that
you had associated with all the _belles esprits_ in Berlin, instead
of—well, I imagine something very different. If I remember rightly, on
that particular evening I found a very pale-faced wife waiting for me,
with a bad headache and an apologetic description of an afternoon spent
in an overheated cupboard, with six other unhappy sufferers. And then
you sit down and write that you enjoyed yourself immensely. Oh, Nora,
Nora!"
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