Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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“Well,” said Colcord, “we are only talking of the Hospital. You will
find no more interesting place anywhere. Stay amongst us; this is the
very heart of England, and if you wish to know the fatherland,--the
place whence you sprung,--this is the very spot!”
Again Redclyffe was struck with the impression that there was something
marked, something individually addressed to himself, in the old man’s
words; at any rate, it appealed to that primal imaginative vein in him
which had so often, in his own country, allowed itself to dream over
the possibilities of his birth. He knew that the feeling was a vague and
idle one; but yet, just at this time, a convalescent, with a little
play moment in what had heretofore been a turbulent life, he felt an
inclination to follow out this dream, and let it sport with him, and by
and by to awake to realities, refreshed by a season of unreality. At
a firmer and stronger period of his life, though Redclyffe might have
indulged his imagination with these dreams, yet he would not have let
them interfere with his course of action; but having come hither in
utter weariness of active life, it seemed just the thing for him to
do,--just the fool’s paradise for him to be in.
“Yes,” repeated the old man, looking keenly in his face, “you will not
leave us yet.”
Redclyffe returned through the quadrangle to the Warden’s house; and
there were the brethren, sitting on benches, loitering in the sun,
which, though warm for England, seemed scarcely enough to keep these old
people warm, even with their cloth robes. They did not seem unhappy; nor
yet happy; if they were so, it must be with the mere bliss of existence,
a sleepy sense of comfort, and quiet dreaminess about things past,
leaving out the things to come,--of which there was nothing, indeed, in
their future, save one day after another, just like this, with loaf and
ale, and such substantial comforts, and prayers, and idle days again,
gathering by the great kitchen fire, and at last a day when they should
not be there, but some other old men in their stead. And Redclyffe
wondered whether, in the extremity of age, he himself would like to be
one of the brethren of the Leopard’s Head. The old men, he was sorry
to see, did not seem very genial towards one another; in fact, there
appeared to be a secret enjoyment of one another’s infirmities,
wherefore it was hard to tell, unless that each individual might fancy
himself to possess an advantage over his fellow, which he mistook for a
positive strength; and so there was sometimes a sardonic smile, when,
on rising from his seat, the rheumatism was a little evident in an old
fellow’s joints; or when the palsy shook another’s fingers so that he
could barely fill his pipe; or when a cough, the gathered spasmodic
trouble of thirty years, fairly convulsed another. Then, any two that
happened to be sitting near one another looked into each other’s cold
eyes, and whispered, or suggested merely by a look (for they were bright
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