Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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The poor boy, in his bewilderment, had not yet come to feel what his
grief was; it was not to be conceived, in a few days, that he was
deprived of every person, thing, or thought that had hitherto kept his
heart warm. He tried to make himself feel it, yearning for this grief as
for his sole friend. Being, for the present, domiciled with the lawyer,
he obtained the key of his former home, and went through the desolate
house that he knew so well, and which now had such a silent, cold,
familiar strangeness, with none in it, though the ghosts of the grim
Doctor, of laughing little Elsie, of crusty Hannah,--dead and alive
alike,--were all there, and his own ghost among them; for he himself
was dead, that is, his former self, which he recognized as himself, had
passed away, as they were. In the study everything looked as formerly,
yet with a sort of unreality, as if it would dissolve and vanish on
being touched; and, indeed, it partly proved so; for over the Doctor’s
chair seemed still to hang the great spider, but on looking closer at
it, and finally touching it with the end of the Doctor’s stick, Ned
discovered that it was merely the skin, shell, apparition, of the real
spider,[Endnote: 4] the reality of whom, it is to be supposed, had
followed the grim Doctor, whithersoever he had gone.
A thought struck Ned while he was here; he remembered the secret niche
in the wall, where he had once seen the Doctor deposit some papers. He
looked, and there they were. Who was the heir of those papers, if not
he? If there were anything wrong in appropriating them, it was not
perceptible to him in the desolation, anxiety, bewilderment, and despair
of that moment. He grasped the papers, and hurried from the room and
down the stairs, afraid to look round, and half expecting to hear the
gruff voice of Doctor Grim thundering after him to bring them back.
Then Ned went out of the back door, and found his way to the Doctor’s
new grave, which, as it happened, was dug close beside that one which
occupied the place of the one which the stranger had come to seek; and,
as if to spite the Doctor’s professional antipathies, it lay beside a
grave of an old physician and surgeon, one Doctor Summerton, who used
to help diseases and kill patients above a hundred years ago. But Doctor
Grim was undisturbed by these neighbors, and apparently not more by the
grief of poor little Ned, who hid his face in the crumbly earth of the
grave, and the sods that had not begun to grow, and wept as if his heart
would break.
But the heart never breaks on the first grave; and, after many graves,
it gets so obtuse that nothing can break it.
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