Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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“Ah! then I have a right to be here!” said he. “I was born in such a
home. Do you remember it?”
“I know your story,” said Colcord.
“Yes; from Doctor Grim,” said Edward. “People whispered he had made away
with you. I never believed it; but finding you here in this strange way,
and myself having been shot, perhaps to death, it seems not so strange.
Pooh! I wander again, and ought to sleep a little more. And this is
the home of misfortune, but not like the squalid place of rage, idiocy,
imbecility, drunkenness, where I was born. How many times I have blushed
to remember that native home! But not of late! I have struggled; I
have fought; I have triumphed. The unknown boy has come to be no
undistinguished man! His ancestry, should he ever reveal himself to
them, need not blush for the poor foundling.”
“Hush!” said the quiet watcher. “Your fever burns you. Take this
draught, and sleep a little longer.” [Endnote: 7.]
Another day or two found Edward Redclyffe almost a convalescent. The
singular lack of impatience that characterized his present mood--the
repose of spirit into which he had lapsed--had much to do with the
favorable progress of his cure. After strife, anxiety, great mental
exertion, and excitement of various kinds, which had harassed him
ever since he grew to be a man, had come this opportunity of perfect
rest;--this dream in the midst of which he lay, while its magic
boundaries involved him, and kept far off the contact of actual life, so
that its sounds and tumults seemed remote; its cares could not fret
him; its ambitions, objects good or evil, were shut out from him; the
electric wires that had connected him with the battery of life were
broken for the time, and he did not feel the unquiet influence that kept
everybody else in galvanic motion. So, under the benign influence of
the old palmer, he lay in slumberous luxury, undisturbed save by some
twinges of no intolerable pain; which, however, he almost was glad
of, because it made him sensible that this deep luxury of quiet was
essential to his cure, however idle it might seem. For the first time
since he was a child, he resigned himself not to put a finger to the
evolution of his fortune; he determined to accept all things that might
happen, good or evil; he would not imagine an event beyond to-day, but
would let one spontaneous and half-defined thought loiter after another,
through his mind; listen to the spattering shower,--the puffs of
shut-out wind; and look with half-shut eyes at the sunshine glimmering
through the ivy-twigs, and illuminating those old devices on the wall;
at the gathering twilight; at the dim lamp; at the creeping upward of
another day, and with it the lark singing so far away that the thrill of
its delicious song could not disturb him with an impulse to awake. Sweet
as its carol was, he could almost have been content to miss the lark;
sweet and clear, it was too like a fairy trumpet-call, summoning him to
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