Doctor Luttrell's First PatientCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Doctor Luttrell's First Patient
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
Fiction; Love stories
"It is because I am a coward," she returned, with a spirit of her old
energy. "Ah, Livy, I am ashamed to tell you what a coward I have been;
but I simply felt as though I could not face it. Let me explain
myself; I feel strong enough to talk, and it may do me good. Dear
child, dearest Livy," stroking her hand, "you have been such a comfort
to me! Do you remember that night when I told you I was not going to
die? Well, I had had a wonderful dream, a vision rather, for I shall
always think it one. I thought that I was wandering in some strange
place, some vast emptiness where there was nothing human but myself,
and that I came suddenly to a wide arched portal that seemed to reach
to the stars, and I said to myself, 'this is the Gate of Paradise.' As
I stood on the threshold I could see a green space like a valley bathed
in sunlight, and I even noticed the white starry flowers growing
everywhere, and then I saw my dear Fergus, looking just as he did in
life, only somehow with a grander and more peaceful look on his dear
face, and he was leading our little Malcolm by the hand. I thought I
kissed them both, and clung to them in a perfect ecstasy of joy, but
Fergus looked at me in such a tender solemn way. 'Not yet, Madge,' he
said, 'your work is not quite done yet; the Master has sent me to tell
you so; be patient, true heart. When the time comes, Malcolm and I
will be here.' And then I felt myself falling, and when I opened my
eyes I saw you sitting there by the bedside."
"What a sweet dream, dearest!"
"Yes, I am beginning to feel the comfort of it now; but that night I
felt as though my heart were broken to be so near and then to have to
go back; but, Livy, I am trying to say it--'Thy will, not mine, be
done.' God's will--not ours; surely our Father knows what is best for
His poor child."
"And you are not unhappy?"
"Only a little sad and tired, but that will pass, it is passing now,"
and the old lovely smile came to her lips. "Don't you recollect what
Keble says,--
"''Tis sweet as year by year we lose
Friends out of sight, in faith to muse
How grows in Paradise our store.'
"What are a few more years of loneliness when Fergus and I have
eternity to spend together. There, I hear Marcus's knock; he will
scold me for making you look sad."
But Aunt Madge was wrong, for once in his life Marcus was too
preoccupied to notice the signs of agitation on his wife's face.
"What do you think, dear people," he said, brightly, when he had
greeted the invalid. "Dr. Bevan and I have settled matters; he will
have the deed of partnership drawn up at once. Nothing can be fairer
or more liberal than his terms. I told him I had only half-a-dozen
paying patients at present, but he said that I should soon have more.
We have turned the corner, Livy, and my wife shall walk in silk attire
yet," and Marcus flung back his head with a gesture of pride and
importance.
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