France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
But Pascal had on this morning received the final blow. He took to his
bed toward evening, and remained for two whole days without opening the
door of his room. It was in vain that Clotilde, at last becoming
alarmed, knocked loudly at the door. There was no answer. Martine went
in her turn and begged monsieur, through the keyhole, at least to tell
her if he needed anything. A deathlike silence reigned; the room seemed
to be empty.
Then, on the morning of the third day, as the young girl by chance
turned the knob, the door yielded; perhaps it had been unlocked for
hours. And she might enter freely this room in which she had never set
foot: a large room, rendered cold by its northern exposure, in which
she saw a small iron bed without curtains, a shower bath in a corner, a
long black wooden table, a few chairs, and on the table, on the floor,
along the walls, an array of chemical apparatus, mortars, furnaces,
machines, instrument cases. Pascal, up and dressed, was sitting on the
edge of his bed, in trying to arrange which he had exhausted himself.
“Don’t you want me to nurse you, then?” she asked with anxious
tenderness, without venturing to advance into the room.
“Oh, you can come in,” he said with a dejected gesture. “I won’t beat
you. I have not the strength to do that now.”
And from this day on he tolerated her about him, and allowed her to
wait on him. But he had caprices still. He would not let her enter the
room when he was in bed, possessed by a sort of morbid shame; then he
made her send him Martine. But he seldom remained in bed, dragging
himself about from chair to chair, in his utter inability to do any
kind of work. His malady continued to grow worse, until at last he was
reduced to utter despair, tortured by sick headaches, and without the
strength, as he said, to put one foot before the other, convinced every
morning that he would spend the night at the Tulettes, a raving maniac.
He grew thin; his face, under its crown of white hair—which he still
cared for through a last remnant of vanity—acquired a look of
suffering, of tragic beauty. And although he allowed himself to be
waited on, he refused roughly all remedies, in the distrust of medicine
into which he had fallen.
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