France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
shade of the plane trees; lulled by the eternal song of the fountain;
lying in the threshing yard at twilight, her gaze fixed on space,
waiting for the stars to come out. But above all, there existed for him
a sacred sanctuary which he could not enter without trembling—the
chamber where she had confessed her love. He kept the key of it; he had
not moved a single object from its place since the sorrowful morning of
her departure; and a skirt which she had forgotten lay still upon her
armchair. He opened his arms wildly to clasp her shade floating in the
soft half light of the room, with its closed shutters and its walls
hung with the old faded pink calico, of a dawnlike tint.
In the midst of his unremitting toil Pascal had another melancholy
pleasure—Clotilde’s letters. She wrote to him regularly twice a week,
long letters of eight or ten pages, in which she described to him all
her daily life. She did not seem to lead a very happy life in Paris.
Maxime, who did not now leave his sick chair, evidently tortured her
with the exactions of a spoiled child and an invalid. She spoke as if
she lived in complete retirement, always waiting on him, so that she
could not even go over to the window to look out on the avenue, along
which rolled the fashionable stream of the promenaders of the Bois; and
from certain of her expressions it could be divined that her brother,
after having entreated her so urgently to go to him, suspected her
already, and had begun to regard her with hatred and distrust, as he
did every one who approached him, in his continual fear of being made
use of and robbed. He did not give her the keys, treating her like a
servant to whom he found it difficult to accustom himself. Twice she
had seen her father, who was, as always, very gay, and overwhelmed with
business; he had been converted to the Republic, and was at the height
of political and financial success. Saccard had even taken her aside,
to sympathize with her, saying that poor Maxime was really
insupportable, and that she would be truly courageous if she consented
to be made his victim. As she could not do everything, he had even had
the kindness to send her, on the following day, the niece of his
hairdresser, a fair-haired, innocent-looking girl of eighteen, named
Rose, who was assisting her now to take care of the invalid. But
Clotilde made no complaint; she affected, on the contrary, to be
perfectly tranquil, contented, and resigned to everything. Her letters
were full of courage, showing neither anger nor sorrow at the cruel
separation, making no desperate appeal to Pascal’s affection to recall
her. But between the lines, he could perceive that she trembled with
rebellious anger, that her whole being yearned for him, that she was
ready to commit the folly of returning to him immediately, at his
lightest word.
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