France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Let France rest, mother,” he said, speaking again, for she had touched
the spot where she knew he was most sensitive. “France is tenacious of
life, and I think she is going to astonish the world by the rapidity of
her convalescence. True, she has many elements of corruption. I have
not sought to hide them, I have rather, perhaps, exposed them to view.
But you greatly misunderstand me if you imagine that I believe in her
final dissolution, because I point out her wounds and her lesions. I
believe in the life which ceaselessly eliminates hurtful substances,
which makes new flesh to fill the holes eaten away by gangrene, which
infallibly advances toward health, toward constant renovation, amid
impurities and death.”
He was growing excited, and he was conscious of it, and making an angry
gesture, he spoke no more. His mother had recourse to tears, a few
little tears which came with difficulty, and which were quickly dried.
And the fears which saddened her old age returned to her, and she
entreated him to make his peace with God, if only out of regard for the
family. Had she not given an example of courage ever since the downfall
of the Empire? Did not all Plassans, the quarter of St. Marc, the old
quarter and the new town, render homage to the noble attitude she
maintained in her fall? All she asked was to be helped; she demanded
from all her children an effort like her own. Thus she cited the
example of Eugène, the great man who had fallen from so lofty a height,
and who resigned himself to being a simple deputy, defending until his
latest breath the fallen government from which he had derived his
glory. She was also full of eulogies of Aristide, who had never lost
hope, who had reconquered, under the new government, an exalted
position, in spite of the terrible and unjust catastrophe which had for
a moment buried him under the ruins of the Union Universelle. And would
he, Pascal, hold himself aloof, would he do nothing that she might die
in peace, in the joy of the final triumph of the Rougons, he who was so
intelligent, so affectionate, so good? He would go to mass, would he
not, next Sunday? and he would burn all those vile papers, only to
think of which made her ill. She entreated, commanded, threatened. But
he no longer answered her, calm and invincible in his attitude of
perfect deference. He wished to have no discussion. He knew her too
well either to hope to convince her or to venture to discuss the past
with her.
“Why!” she cried, when she saw that he was not to be moved, “you do not
belong to us. I have always said so. You are a disgrace to us.”
He bent his head and said:
“Mother, when you reflect you will forgive me.”
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