France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
On this day Félicité was beside herself with rage when she went away;
and when she met Martine at the door of the house, in front of the
plane trees, she unburdened her mind to her, without knowing that
Pascal, who had just gone into his room, heard all. She gave vent to
her resentment, vowing, in spite of everything, that she would in the
end succeed in obtaining possession of the papers and destroying them,
since he did not wish to make the sacrifice. But what turned the doctor
cold was the manner in which Martine, in a subdued voice, soothed her.
She was evidently her accomplice. She repeated that it was necessary to
wait; not to do anything hastily; that mademoiselle and she had taken a
vow to get the better of monsieur, by not leaving him an hour’s peace.
They had sworn it. They would reconcile him with the good God, because
it was not possible that an upright man like monsieur should remain
without religion. And the voices of the two women became lower and
lower, until they finally sank to a whisper, an indistinct murmur of
gossiping and plotting, of which he caught only a word here and there;
orders given, measures to be taken, an invasion of his personal
liberty. When his mother at last departed, with her light step and
slender, youthful figure, he saw that she went away very well
satisfied.
Then came a moment of weakness, of utter despair. Pascal dropped into a
chair, and asked himself what was the use of struggling, since the only
beings he loved allied themselves against him. Martine, who would have
thrown herself into the fire at a word from him, betraying him in this
way for his good! And Clotilde leagued with this servant, plotting with
her against him in holes and corners, seeking her aid to set traps for
him! Now he was indeed alone; he had around him only traitresses, who
poisoned the very air he breathed. But these two still loved him. He
might perhaps have succeeded in softening them, but when he knew that
his mother urged them on, he understood their fierce persistence, and
he gave up the hope of winning them back. With the timidity of a man
who had spent his life in study, aloof from women, notwithstanding his
secret passion, the thought that they were there to oppose him, to
attempt to bend him to their will, overwhelmed him. He felt that some
one of them was always behind him. Even when he shut himself up in his
room, he fancied that they were on the other side of the wall; and he
was constantly haunted by the idea that they would rob him of his
thought, if they could perceive it in his brain, before he should have
formulated it.
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