Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 1 of 3)Black, William
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Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 1 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"He too upon a wintry clime
Had fallen—on this iron time
Of doubts, disputes, distractions, fears.
He found us when the age had bound
Our souls in its benumbing round—
He spoke, and loosed our heart in tears.
He laid us as we lay at birth
On the cool flowery lap of earth;
Smiles broke from us and we had ease.
The hills were round us, and the breeze
Went o’er the sun-lit fields again;
Our foreheads felt the wind and rain.
Our youth return’d; for there was shed
On spirits that had long been dead,
Spirits dried up and closely furl’d,
The freshness of the early world."
And now if she wished to forget the untowardness of human nature—if she
wished to escape from her bitter disappointment on beholding her large
and generous schemes met and checked on every hand by a sullen
ingratitude—surely here was a seclusion that should have brought balm to
her wounded heart. Moreover the morning light was cheerful; April as it
was, a quiet warmth prevailed; she tried to please herself by
recollecting that this fairy paradise actually belonged to her. And if
human beings were so hard and unapproachable, why, then, she could
interest herself in these harmless living creatures that were all so
busy around her, under the quickening influences of the spring. From
the dusty pathway in the opener glades the yellow-hammers were picking
up bits of withered grass for their nest-building; black-caps swung
back-downward from the sprays, to wrench the buds off with their bills;
she stopped here and there to watch a beautiful beetle—shining bronze,
or opaque green with a touch of scarlet on its legs; a tiny grey lizard,
with its small eye bright as a diamond, lay basking on a shelf of rock,
and remained absolutely motionless, hoping to be passed unnoticed. Then
she came upon a little tuft of primroses—so shining pale—so full of dim
suggestions—and of associations with the poets. Well, she looked at the
primroses. They were very pretty. But somehow she could not keep
thinking of them, nor of the fine things the poets had said of them.
The fact was, in her present straits her heart was craving for human
sympathy; she wanted to be of some use in the world; she wished to see
eyes brighten when she appeared at the door, however poor the cottage
might be. Primroses were pretty, no doubt—the firstlings of the year
awoke pleasant and tender memories—but—but why were those people so
obdurate? No, there was no solace for her; the sweet and soothing
influences of nature were intruded upon, were obliterated, by the harsh
facts and problems of human life. With those men and women almost
openly declared her enemies, and with all her grand schemes gone away,
what good could she get from primroses? And so, humiliating herself
with the conviction that she was nothing but another Peter Bell, she
passed on through the woods, and eventually got down to the sheltered
little bay where she had first met Anna Chlannach.
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