Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The white daylight broadened over land and sea; and away out yonder was
Heimra Island, shining all the fairer because of the black and
slow-moving wall of cloud along the western horizon. What had happened
since yesterday, then? She hardly knew: she knew only that her heart
lay heavy within her bosom, and that despair instead of sleep seemed to
weigh down her eyelids. Was it only yesterday that she had been away up
at Loch Heimra, imagining it once more a sheet of water, and pleasing
herself with the fancy that some afternoon she would bring her lover
along the road with her, to show him what she had done to make meek
amends? Yesterday, when she thought of him, which was often enough, joy
had filled her whole being, and kindness, and gratitude, and
well-wishing to the universal world. Yesterday he and she were friends;
and to look forward to their next meeting was to her a secret delight
which she could dwell upon, even in talking with strangers. But
now—this new day: what had it brought her, that she was so numb, and
cold, and hopeless? And what was this that lay so heavy in her breast?
Suddenly she sprang to her feet—her eyes staring. A boat was creeping
out from the southernmost headland of Eilean Heimra. It was a small
vessel with sails: it was the _Sirène_, she made sure. And was he
coming ashore now—coming straight to Lochgarra House, as was his
wont—coming, in open and manly fashion to demand an explanation from
her? And even if he were to upbraid her, and shower anger and scorn
upon her, what then?—so long as he showed himself not wholly
unforgiving, so long as he allowed her to speak. But as she stood at the
window there, intently watching the distant ship, a shuddering suspicion
seemed to paralyse her. The _Sirène_ was not coming this way at all: it
was slowly, gradually, unmistakably making for the south. And no sooner
had this fear become a certainty than the world appeared to swim around
her. There was to be no explanation, then?—not even that torrent of
bitter and angry reproach? He was going away—silent, stern, inexorable?
This was his answer? He would not stoop to demand explanations: he
would simply withdraw? It was not fit that he should mate or match with
such as she.
And at the same moment she caught sight of Big Archie, who was pulling
out to his boat. In her terror, and despair, and helplessness, she did
not think twice; her resolution was formed in a moment; she threw a
shawl over her head and shoulders, and fled downstairs, and out into the
open. Quickly she made her way along the beach.
"Archie!" she called, in the teeth of the wind. "Archie! Archie! I
want you!—come ashore, quick!"
The heavy-shouldered and heavy-bearded fisherman, who was still in the
smaller boat, paused on his oars for a second; and then, probably
understanding more from her gestures than from her words what she
wished, he headed round and made for the beach. And before he had
reached the land she had called to him again.
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