Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"Mamie!" said Käthchen, one evening—and there was grief in her voice.
"Won’t you tell me what has happened! I cannot bear to see you like
that! You are ill. I tell you, you are seriously ill; and yet you will
not say a word. And there is no one here but myself; I am in charge of
you; I am responsible for you; and how can I bear to see you killing
yourself before my eyes?"
Mary was lying on the couch, her face averted from the light.
"You are right in one way, Käthchen," she said, rather sadly.
"Something has happened. But no good would come of speaking about it;
because it cannot be undone now. And as for being ill, I know what will
make me well. It is only sleep I want. It is the sleep that knows no
waking that I wish for."
Käthchen burst out crying, and flung herself down on her knees, and put
her arms round her friend.
"Mamie, I declare to you I will not rest until you tell me what this
is!" she exclaimed passionately.
Nor did she. And that very evening, after an unheard-of pleading and
coaxing on the one side and despairing protest on the other, all those
recent occurrences were confided to the faithful Käthchen. She was a
little bewildered at first; but she had a nimble brain.
"Mamie," she said, with a firm air, "I don’t know what doubts, or if
any, may still be lingering in your mind; but I am absolutely convinced
that that story of Purdie’s is a lie—a wicked and abominable lie. And I
can guess what drove him to it: it was a bold stroke, and it was nearly
proving successful; but it shall not prove successful. I will make it
my business to get Donald Ross back to Lochgarra—and then we shall have
an explanation."
"Do you think he will come back to Lochgarra? Then you do not know
him," Mary made answer, and almost listlessly. "Do you imagine I have
not considered everything, night after night, ay, and every hour of the
night all the way through? He will never come back to Lochgarra—if it
is to speak to me that you mean. I have told you before: it seems a
fatality that he and his should receive nothing but injury and insult at
our hands, from one member of our family after another; and never has
there been a word in reply—never a single syllable of reproach—but only
kindnesses innumerable, and thoughtfulness, and respect. Well, there is
an end of respect now. How can he have anything but scorn of me? If I
were to confess to him that I had believed that story—even for one
frightened moment—what could he think of me? Why, what he thinks of me
now—as a base creature, ignoble, ungrateful, unworthy—oh! do you imagine
I cannot read what is in that man’s heart at this moment?"
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