Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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Donald Ross of Heimra (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Nervous Käthchen distinctly was; for she knew the terrible
responsibility that lay on her; and all the fine calmness she had been
calculating on in her communings with herself in lonely
railway-carriages seemed now to have fled. But perhaps it was just as
well; for in a somewhat incoherent, but earnest, fashion, she plunged
right into the middle of things, and told him the whole story—told him
of the factor’s circumstantial and malignant slander, of Mary’s
momentary bewilderment, of the luckless meeting, and of her subsequent
bitter remorse and despair. At one portion of this narrative his face
grew dark, and the black eyes burned with a sullen fire.
"I have a long account to settle with Purdie," said he, as if to
himself, "and it is about time the reckoning was come."
But when she had quite finished with her eager explanations, and
excuses, and indirect appeals, what was his reply? Why, not one word.
She looked at him—in blank dismay.
"But, Mr. Ross!—Mr. Ross!——" she said, piteously.
There was no response: he had received her communication—that was all.
"I have told you everything: surely you understand: what—what message am
I to take?" Käthchen exclaimed, in trembling appeal.
"I have heard what you had to say," he answered her, with a studied
reserve that seemed to Käthchen’s anxious soul nothing less than brutal,
"and of course I am sorry if there has been any misunderstanding, or any
suffering, anywhere. But these things are past. And as for the present,
I do not gather that you have been commissioned by Miss Stanley to bring
one solitary word to me—one expression of any kind whatsoever. Why
should I return any reply?—she has not spoken one word."
"Oh, you ask too much!" Käthchen exclaimed, in hot indignation. "You
ask too much! Do you think Mary Stanley would send for you? She is as
proud as yourself—every bit as proud! And she is a woman. You are a
man: it is your place to have the courage of yielding—to have the
courage of offering forgiveness, even before it is asked. If I were a
man, and if I loved a woman that I thought loved me, I would not stand
too much on my dignity, even if she did not speak. And what do you
want—that she should say she is sorry? Mr. Ross, she is ill! I tell
you, she is ill. Come and judge for yourself what all this has done to
her!—you will see only too clearly whether she has been sorry or not.
And that superstition of hers, about there being a fatality attending
her family—that they cannot help inflicting injury and insult on you and
yours—who can remove that but yourself? No," she said, a little stiffly,
"I have no message from Mary Stanley to you; and if I had, I would not
deliver it. And now it is for you to say or do what you think best."
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