Donovan Pasha, and Some People of Egypt — CompleteParker, Gilbert
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Donovan Pasha, and Some People of Egypt — Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Egypt -- Fiction; Short stories
“We are not stronger than tradition, than the long custom of ages bred
in the bone and practised by the flesh. You cannot change a people by
firmans; you must educate them. Meanwhile, things go on pretty much the
same. You are a generation before your time. It is a pity, for you have
saddened your youth, and you may never live to see accomplished what you
have toiled for.”
“Oh, as to that--as to that...” She smoothed back her hair lightly, and
her eyes wandered over the distant hills-mauve and saffron and opal,
and tender with the mist of evening. “What does it matter!” she added.
“There are a hundred ways to live, a hundred things to which one might
devote one’s life. And as the years went on we’d realise how every
form of success was offset by something undone in another direction,
something which would have given us joy and memory and content--so it
seems. But--but we can only really work out one dream, and it is the
working out--a little or a great distance--which satisfies. I have no
sympathy with those who, living out their dreams, turn regretfully to
another course or another aim, and wonder-wonder, if a mistake hasn’t
been made. Nothing is a mistake which comes of a good aim, of the desire
for wrongs righted, the crooked places made straight. Nothing matters
so that the dream was a good one and the heart approves and the eyes see
far.”
She spoke as though herself in a dream, her look intent on the glowing
distance, as though unconscious of his presence.
“It’s good to have lived among mountains and climbed them when you were
young. It gives you bigger ideas of things. You could see a long way
with the sun behind you, from Skaw Fell.”
He spoke in a low voice, and her eyes drew back from the distance and
turned on him. She smiled.
“I don’t know. I suppose it gives one proportion, though I’ve been told
by Donovan Pasha and the Consul that I have no sense of proportion. What
difference does it make? It is the metier of some people of this world
to tell the truth, letting it fall as it will, and offend where it will,
to be in a little unjust maybe, measure wrongly here and there, lest the
day pass and nothing be done. It is for the world to correct, to adjust,
to organise, to regulate the working of the truth. One person cannot do
all.”
Every minute made him more and more regretful, while it deepened his
feelings for her. He saw how far removed was her mind from the sordid
views of things, and how sincere a philosophy governed her actions and
her mission.
He was about to speak, but she continued: “I suppose I’ve done unwise
things from a worldly, a diplomatic, and a political point of view.
I’ve--I’ve broken my heart on the rock of the impossible, so my father
says.... But, no, I haven’t broken my heart. I have only given it a
little too much hope sometimes, too much disappointment at others. In
any case--can one be pardoned for quoting poetry in these days? I don’t
know, I’ve been so long out of the world--
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