"Mamma's home!" The words smote him like a blow. He remembered Dora's
offense--her cold letter, her hurried flight, his own firm resolve
never to receive her in his home again--but he had not remembered that
the children must love her--that she was part of their lives. He could
not drive her memory from their minds. There before him lay the pretty
picture of "mamma's home."
"This," said Lillian, "is the Elms. See those grand old trees, papa!
This is the window of Mamma's room, and this was our study."
He looked with wonder. This, then, was Dora's home--the pretty, quaint
homestead standing in the midst of the green meadows. As he gazed, he
half wondered what the Dora who for fifteen years had lived there could
be like. Did the curling rings of black hair fall as gracefully as
ever? Had the blushing dimpled face grown pale and still? And then,
chasing away all softened thought, came the remembrance of that hateful
garden scene. Ah, no, he could never forgive--he could not speak of
her even to these, her children! The two pictures were laid aside, and
no more was said of framing them.
Lord Earle said to himself, after his daughters had retired, that both
were charming; but, though he hardly owned it to himself, if he had a
preference, it was for brilliant, beautiful Beatrice. He had never seen
any one to surpass her. After Lady Helena had left him, he sat by the
fire dreaming, as his father long years ago had done before him.
It was not too late yet, he thought, to retrieve the fatal mistake of
his life. He would begin at once. He would first give all his
attention to his estate; it should be a model for all others. He would
interest himself in social duties; people who lamented his foolish,
wasted youth should speak with warm admiration of his manhood; above
all matters he dreamed of great things for his daughters, especially
Beatrice. With her beauty and grace, her magnificent voice, her frank,
fearless spirit, and piquant, charming wit, she would be a queen of
society; through his daughter his early error would be redeemed.
Beatrice was sure to marry well; she would bring fresh honors to the
grand old race ha had shamed. When the annals of the family told, in
years to come, the story of his mistaken marriage, it would be amply
redeemed by the grand alliance Beatrice would be sure to contract.
His hopes rested upon her and centered in her. As he sat watching the
glowing embers, there came to him the thought that what Beatrice was to
him he had once been to the father he was never more to see. Ah! If
his daughter should be like himself if she should ruin his hopes, throw
down the air castle he had built--should love unworthily, marry beneath
her, deceive and disappoint him! But no, it should not be--he would
watch over her. Lord Earle shuddered at the thought.
During breakfast on the morning following his return Lady Helena asked
what his plans were for the day--whether he intended driving the girls
over to Holte.
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