In her rare sweet humility she never saw how far she was above him; she
never dreamed that he looked up to her as a captain to his queen. He
was always by her side, he paid her a thousand graceful attentions, he
sought her advice and sympathy, some unspoken words seemed ever on his
lips. Lillian Earle asked herself over and over again whether he loved
her.
She was soon to know. From some careless words of Lord Earle's, Lionel
gathered that Beatrice's marriage would take place in November. Then
he decided, if he could win her consent, that Lillian's wedding should
be when the spring flowers were blooming.
August, with its sunny days, was at an end. Early in September Lillian
stood alone on the shore of the deep, clear lake. Lionel saw her
there, and hastened to join her, wondering at the grave expression on
her face.
"What are you thinking of, Lillian?" he asked. "You look sad and
anxious."
"I was thinking of Beatrice," she replied. "She seems so changed, so
different. I can not understand it."
"I can," said Lionel. "You forget that she will soon leave the old
life far behind her. She is going into a new world; a change so great
may well make one thoughtful."
"She loves Lord Airlie," returned Lillian--she could hear even then the
musical voice saying, "I love him so dearly, Lily"--"she can not be
unhappy."
"I do not mean that," he replied; "thought and silence are not always
caused by unhappiness. Ah, Lily," he cried, "I wonder if you guess
ever so faintly at the thoughts that fill my heart! I wonder if you
know how dearly I love you. Nay, do not turn from me, do not look
frightened. To me you are the truest, noblest, and fairest woman in
the world. I love you so dearly, Lily, that I have not a thought or
wish away from you. I am not worthy to win you, I know--you are as far
above me as the sun shining overhead but, if you would try, you might
make me what you would. Could you like me?"
The sweet flushed face was raised to his; he read the happiness shining
in the clear eyes. But she could not speak to him; words seemed to die
upon her lips. Lionel took the little white hands and clasped them in
his own.
"I knew I should frighten you, Lily," he said, gently. "Forgive me if
I have spoken too abruptly. I do not wish you to decide at once. Take
me on trial--see if you can learn to love me weeks, months, or years
hence. I am willing to wait a whole life time for you, my darling, and
should think the time well spent. Will it be possible for you ever to
like me?"
"I like you now," she said, simply.
"Then promise to endeavor to love me," he persisted; "will you, Lily?
I will do anything you wish me; I will try my best to be half as good
as you are. Promise me, darling--my life hangs on your answer."
"I promise," she said; and he knew how much the words meant.
On the little hand that rested in his own he saw a pretty ring; it was
a large pearl set in gold. Lionel drew it from her finger.
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