"But I can not change," he answered. "If fortune had made me a king,
should I have loved your sister less! Is a man's heart a plaything?
Can I call back my love? It has caused me woe enough."
Lillian knew not what to say in the presence of this mighty love; her
gentle efforts at mediation were bootless. She pitied him she pitied
Beatrice.
"I am sure you can be generous," she said, after a short silence.
"Great, true, noble love is never selfish. My sister can never be
happy with you; then release her. If you force her, or rather try to
force her, to keep this rash promise, think how she will dislike you.
If you are generous, and release her, think how she will esteem you."
"Does she not love me?" he asked; and his voice was hoarse with pain.
"No," replied Lillian, gently; "it is better for you to know the truth.
She does not love you--she never will."
"I do not believe it," he cried. "I will never believe it from any
lips but her own! Not love me! Great Heaven! Do you know you are
speaking of the woman who promised to be my wife? If she tells me so,
I will believe her."
"She will tell you," said Lillian, "and you must not blame her. Come
again when she is well."
"No," returned Hugh Fernely; "I have waited long enough. I am here to
see her, and I swear I will not leave until she has spoken to me."
He drew a pencil case from his pocket, and wrote a few lines on the
envelope which Beatrice had sent.
"Give that to your sister," he said, softly; "and, Miss Lillian, I
thank you for coming to me. You have been very kind and gentle. You
have a fair, true face. Never break a man's heart for pastime, or
because the long sunny hours hang heavy upon your hands."
"I wish I could say something to comfort you," she said. He held out
his hand and she could not refuse hers.
"Goodbye, Miss Lillian! Heaven bless you for your sympathy."
"Goodbye," she returned, looking at the dark, passionate face she was
never more to see.
The moon was hidden behind a dense mass of thick clouds. Hugh Fernely
walked quickly down the path. Lillian, taking the folded paper,
hastened across the gardens. But neither of them saw a tall, erect
figure, or a pale, stricken face; neither of them heard Lionel Dacre
utter a low cry as the shawl fell from Lillian's golden head.
He had tried over the trio, but it did not please him; he did not want
music--he wanted Lillian. Beatrice played badly, too, as though she
did not know what she was doing. Plainly enough Lord Airlie wanted him
out of the way.
"Where are you going?" asked Beatrice, as he placed the music on the
piano.
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