"Spare me all truism," cried Beatrice. "Ah, sister, I am tired of all
this; for eleven years the sea has been singing the same songs; those
waves rise and fall as they did a hundred years since; the birds sing
the same story; the sun shines the same; even the shadow of the great
elms fall over the meadow just as it did when we first played there. I
long to away from the sound of the sea and the rustling of the elm
trees. I want to be where there are girls of my own age, and do as
they do. It seems to me we shall go on reading and writing, sewing and
drawing, and taking what mamma calls instructive rambles until our
heads grow gray."
"It is not so bad as that, Beatrice," laughed Lillian. "Lady Earle says
papa must return some day; then we shall all go to him."
"I never believe one word of it," said Beatrice, undauntedly. "At times
I could almost declare papa himself was a myth. Why do we not live
with him? Why does he never write? We never hear of or from him, save
through Lady Earle; besides, Lillian, what do you think I heard Mrs.
Vyvian say once to grandmamma? It was that we might not go to
Earlescourt at all--that if papa did not return, or died young, all
would go to a Mr. Lionel Dacre, and we should remain here. Imagine
that fate--living a long life and dying at the Elms!"
"It is all conjecture," said her sister. "Try to be more contented,
Beatrice. We do not make our own lives, we have not the control of our
own destiny."
"I should like to control mine," sighed Beatrice.
"Try to be contented, darling," continued the sweet, pleading voice.
"We all love and admire you. No one was ever loved more dearly or
better than you are. The days are rather long at times, but there are
all the wonders and beauties of Nature and art."
"Nature and Art are all very well," cried Beatrice; "but give me life."
She turned her beautiful, restless face from the smiling sea; the south
wind dancing over the yellow gorse caught up the words uttered in that
clear, musical voice and carried them over the cliff to one who was
lying with half-closed eyes under the shade of a large tree--a young
man with a dark, half-Spanish face handsome with a coarse kind of
beauty. He was lying there, resting upon the turf, enjoying the beauty
of the morning. As the musical voice reached him, and the strange
words fell upon his ear, he smiled and raised his head to see who
uttered them. He saw the young girls, but their faces were turned from
him; those words range in his ears--"Nature and Art are all very well,
but give me life."
Who was it longed for life? He understood the longing; he resolved to
wait there until the girls went away. Again he heard the same voice.
"I shall leave you to your sails, Lillian. I wish those same boats
would come to carry us away--I wish I had wings and could fly over the
sea and see the bright, grand world that lies beyond it. Goodbye; I am
tired of the never-ending wash of those long, low waves."
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