"Because your son said words to me that I never can and never will
forget," she cried. "I did wrong--Lady Helena, I was mad, jealous,
blind--I did wrong--I did what I now know to be dishonorable and
degrading. I knew no better, and he might have pardoned me,
remembering that. But before the woman I believe to be my rival he
bitterly regretted having made me his wife."
"They were hard words," said Lady Earle.
"Very hard," replied Dora; "they broke my heart--they slew me in my
youth; I have never lived since then."
"Can you never forgive and forget them, Dora?" asked Lady Helena.
"Never," she replied; "they are burned into my heart and on my brain.
I shall never forget them; your son and I must be strangers, Lady
Earle, while we live."
"I can say no more," sighed Lady Earle. "Perhaps a mightier voice will
call to you, Dora, and then you will obey."
A deep silence fell upon them. Lady Helena was more grieved and
disconcerted than she cared to own. She had thought of taking her
son's wife and children home in triumph, but it was not to be.
"Shall we speak of the children now?" she asked at length. "Some
arrangements must be made for them."
"Yes," said Dora, "their father has claims upon them. I am ready to
yield to them. I do not believe he will ever love them or care for
them, because they are mine. At the same time, I give them up to him
and to you, Lady Earle. The sweetest and best years of their lives
have been spent with me; I must therefore not repine. I have but one
stipulation to make, and it is that my children shall never hear one
word against me."
"You know little of me," said Lady Helena, "if you think such a thing
is possible. You would rather part with your children than accompany
them?"
"Far rather," she replied. "I know you will allow them to visit me,
Lady Earle. I have known for many years that such a time must come,
and I am prepared for it."
"But, my dear Dora," said Lady Earle, warmly, "have you considered what
parting with your children implies--the solitude, the desolation?"
"I know it all," replied Dora. "It will be hard, but not so hard nor
so bitter as living under the same roof with their father."
Carefully and quietly Dora listened to Lady Earle's plans and
arrangements--how her children were to go to Earlescourt and take the
position belonging to them. Mrs. Vyvian was to go with them and remain
until Lord Earle returned. Until then they were not to be introduced
into society; it would take some time to accustom them to so great a
change. When Lord Earl returned he could pursue what course he would.
"He will be so proud of them!" said Lady Earle. "I have never seen a
girl so spirited and beautiful as Beatrice, nor one so fair and gentle
as Lillian. Oh, Dora, I should be happy if you were going with us."
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