Beale, Dorothea, 1831-1906; Cheltenham Ladies' College -- History; Teachers -- England -- Biography
Among the few who knew of this sorrow was the old pupil and friend,
Miss Margaret Clarke. To her Miss Beale wrote from Hyde before she had
received the second medical opinion, and the reply shows, far more than
the diary can tell us, how deep was the gloom which hung over her way at
this time. It might well have been written three years later, when Miss
Beale was called upon to undergo greater suffering than any bodily pain
alone can give, and suggests to those who read it now, that the darkness
of that later time was shadowing her spirit even as early as this. The
interest of it is the greater because it shows another who like Dorothea
Beale, while faithful to her work, unsparing in care and thought for her
children, had been called upon personally to know spiritual anguish. Such
suffering, such loss, such deeper realisation of Divine love as are read
in this letter are surely the portion of those who, having given much and
helped many, are called to some further work of sympathy, needing perhaps
‘heart’s blood.’
‘MY VERY DEAR FRIEND,—Your letter touches me so nearly, and
calls out such true sympathy, that I cannot help yielding
myself to the impulse to answer you, as one who, by her own
experience, knows the pain and suffering you are now passing
through. Last year at this time I was in it, and possibly just
where you are now, where my complete faith in all that was most
dear to me was tested; yes, tested and sifted, till all human
longings and cravings, even those the most lawful, were laid
low; God Himself seemed to draw near, and strip the soul of all
it prized, and was proud of, asking one thing after another
of it, and last of all the heart, whole and unshared, until,
when Good Friday came, it could sympathise with the Crucified,
as it had never done before. Not that all that had not been
done before as I believed, but this was in a way deeper, more
searching than the soul had yet realised. I do not know if I
am making myself clear to you, for it is difficult to put it
into words. It was the unlearning human wisdom, and the getting
ready to be “a little child,” to learn Divine Wisdom, in the
school of the Kingdom of the Incarnate Word.
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