Beale, Dorothea, 1831-1906; Cheltenham Ladies' College -- History; Teachers -- England -- Biography
would look for a quickening of faith by the special services
and united prayers. So I thought it might seem good to hold
some sort of Retreat in Oxford next year.’
It was not till the beginning of 1883 while attending a Retreat in
Warrington Crescent—a time to which she often recurred as of much help
and strengthening—that Miss Beale was able definitely to consider what
might be done. There were friends to whom she could turn, who took
trouble to help her by thinking over the matter from her point of view.
Among these may specially be mentioned the late Archbishop of Canterbury
and Mrs. Benson, the late Bishop of St. Andrews, and Canon Body. To Mrs.
Benson she wrote:—
‘_Epiphany, 1883._
‘Whilst others were rejoicing at the recent appointment I
have been conscious of a mixed feeling, for the Archbishop of
Canterbury will not be able to do what the Bishop of Truro had
half promised, in the way of helping by some kind of Retreat,
teachers who have difficulties of belief. Mr. Wilkinson has
also been unable to give us the Quiet Days for which we had
hoped. So some Head Mistresses, who were in Retreat, and felt
the great need, asked for special prayers for teachers in
Colleges and High Schools, and that some way might be found to
help them. Mr. Body responded very heartily to our request, and
desired us to make it the subject of our special petition each
week during the year. Afterwards in conversation, he spoke of
the valuable help you had been able to give, and this has set
me thinking whether we could not ask you to make your knowledge
and experience more widely useful.
‘Our main difficulty would be to meet the doubts of those who
have them, without suggesting doubts to those who have not been
called to encounter this trial.
‘It has occurred to me, that perhaps there might be something
on the model of the Guild for the Sick, combining the principle
of the “Instruction by Correspondence” classes.
‘ ... Perhaps you may think me intruding—my acquaintance with
you is so slight—and unpractical, but the need is great and
immediate, and I think you will feel this too. I have gained
such painful experience, both from within and without, of the
misery of those who have once seen and then lost the sight
of the invisible; those who have left, especially those who
become teachers, often turn to me for help, which I feel so
incompetent to give, and which I have not time to do properly.
One is writing to me now, who is in a school in which there are
sixteen teachers, ten of whom have given up all outward sign of
the religious life. I long to be able to refer those who need
guidance to some who are able to help them. Every other trial
can be borne, but this is utter misery.
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