Beale, Dorothea, 1831-1906; Cheltenham Ladies' College -- History; Teachers -- England -- Biography
‘Then as regards past sins. It seems to me that it enervates
you to dwell upon them as you are doing. I may be wrong, but it
seems to me that the sense of guiltiness in the past makes you
afraid of God, as you ought not to be. If a child were ever so
naughty to you, did ever so many wrong things to you, would it
shut her out from your love? You know it would not; you would
sorrow over her, and seek to do her good. Only her continuing
naughty, continuing to hate and distrust you, could _prevent_
your doing her good. “Ye are not straitened in God, but in your
own heart.” “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to
forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us.” We can’t think of Him
not forgiving us, without thinking of Him as less good than
He is, and He is infinitely good. Of course this does not mean
that He will not give us due discipline for our past failures,
in order that we may be healed of the sins which caused them;
but then we are glad of this, it is only a sign of His love for
us.
‘We should confess to Him because He is judge, _i.e._ He
separates and enables us to discern, distinguish the good from
the evil in us, and separate. One whom I have often quoted to
you said, “I forbid you to look at your sins except at the foot
of the Cross.” Do you do this sometimes? The consciousness
of guilt would be hardening without the consciousness of the
abounding love. This purifies. I wonder if I have met your
thought....’
To the same:—
‘_May 1883._
‘You say you don’t know what to pray for. I think, perhaps,
you are praying too exclusively for yourself. Ask for God’s
grace, and power to respond. Intercede much for your children,
your relations, your father, teachers and friends, and any one
whom God gives you the means of helping. Especially at Holy
Communion pray for the Church and all who are separated by
darkness from one another, and put yourself quietly in God’s
Hands. Some of our collects help me; one Mr. Wilkinson was so
fond of: “Who knowest our necessities before we ask,” etc.
etc.: do you know it? I think of Him then as coming to us all
in Holy Communion, and from His own Hands giving us the pledges
of His love, to make us know He is giving us His own glorified
Life; the Life of God in such a way that we can receive
it,—emptying Himself in Christ of that glory which we can’t
know: the Absolute Being, the Infinite we cannot conceive. We
must trust His word ... and this faith makes us strong, saves
us from sickness, delivers us from the power of sin; yes,
though we fall again and again, enables us to arise.
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