Dorothy, and Other Italian StoriesWoolson, Constance Fenimore
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Dorothy, and Other Italian Stories
Woolson, Constance Fenimore
Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; Italy -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
She spoke gayly. He watched her in the glass a moment, then drew her
away. "Whether I have a jealous disposition or not I do not know," he
answered. "But I was never jealous of Lorimer Percival; I held him in
too light estimation. And I did not believe--no, not at any time--that
you loved him; he was not a man whom you would love. Why you allowed
yourself to become engaged to him I do not know; but I suspect it was
because he flattered what you thought your literary talent. I do not
believe you would ever have married him; you would have drawn back at
the last moment. To be engaged to him was one thing, to marry him
another. You kept your engagement along for months, when there was no
reason at all for the delay. If you had married him I should have
thought the less of you, but I should not have been jealous." He paused.
"I might never have let you know it, Katharine," he went on; "but I
prefer that there should be nothing but the truth between us. I know
that it was Percival who broke the engagement at the last, and not you.
I knew it when I was here in the summer. He himself told me when I met
him in Scotland just after his marriage."
She broke from him. "How base are all men!" she said, in a voice unlike
her own.
"In him it was simply egotism. He knew that I had known of his
engagement to you, and he wished me to appreciate that in order to marry
that sweet young girl, who was quite without fortune, he had been
obliged to make, and had made, a great sacrifice."
"Great indeed!" she commented, bitterly. "You do well to commend him."
"I do not commend him. I simply say that he was following out his
nature. Being a poet, he is what is called sympathetic, you know; and he
wanted my appreciation and sympathy--I will not say applause."
She was standing with her back towards him. She now walked towards the
door. But her courage failed, she sank into a chair and covered her face
with her hands. "It is too much," she said. "You wait until I have lost
my fortune and am overwhelmed; you wait until I am rejected, cast aside;
and then you come and win from me an avowal of my love, telling me
afterwards--_afterwards_"--Her voice broke, she burst into tears.
"Telling you afterwards nothing but that I love you. Telling you
afterwards that I have not had one really happy moment since our
conversation in this old house a year ago. Telling you afterwards that
my life has resolved itself into but one unceasing, tormenting wish--the
wish, Katharine, that you would love me, I suppose I ought to say a
little, but I mean a great deal. Look at me; is this humble enough for
you?"
He drew her hands away; she saw that he was kneeling at her feet; and,
not only that, but she saw also something very like a mist in the gray
eyes she had always thought too cold.
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